TW
-SH
-SUICIDE
I'll paint my wrists red
Very soon
Just for you
Only for you
I can't stand seeing you
And still I'd kill myself just for you
I must sound crazy
But that's how it works when you're attached
Attached to someone who does not care
You can't bring yourself to let them go but you hate them
Weird how feelings work
I hope when I paint my wrists red
I won't have to see your green eyes again
That green eyes I hate
That green eyes that never looked at me the way I looked at them
Those eyes
The eyes I loved
Sadly they were never mine
They always looked at someone else
I hope when I paint my wrists you'll be happier
I hope I will be happier
And I hope one day someone looks at my brown eyes the way I looked at your green ones
I hope they'll say the words I never got to say
I never got to hear
I wish I wasn't alone here In my dark room staring at my brown eyes through the mirror
I wish I wouldn't lay in my pound of blood and tears
I wish it was your chest instead
But that'll never happen
My eyes will never look into yours again
And Now that I realized I didn't want this anymore
But it was too late
I had to accept that I won't ever see your green eyes again
I'm sorry
