i think it hurts cause i know why
if i would have just used my words it never would have happened
you never would have had to leave
i think i figured out you loved me
but you couldn't deal with everything else
my confusion and poor decisions were too much
my lack of communication and willingness to share what was really going on was toxic
i know that all now
but i also know
you moved on so fast
maybe it was you coping
maybe it was you showing you didn't care
maybe its all me trying to rationalize things
maybe i shouldn't care
YOU ARE READING
I miss him
Poetryhere lies a chronicle of grief, sadness, and personal emotion i hope it might make someone feel less alone