I've Always Adored You

Crush at Second Sight

Hey, beautiful.

One beautiful morning, I walked about aimlessly.
Yes, it was the beginning of the semester.
Our Sophomore year and everything was going on as usual.
Then you walked up to me and said,
"Hey, do you know where the Faculty President is?"
Time seemed to stand still as I realized it was you. (The baggy boy).
Yeah, that's what I named you in my heart.
I directed you and that was the beginning of my misery.
My heart raced and longed for you; here, I found myself... Crushing on a guy that I thought was perfect for me and yet, he was seriously out of bounds.
Yeah, that guy was you.
Everyday, I was motivated to attend lectures because I would find you there; regardless of how stressful our school system is.
You became my motivation.
I observed you from all angles; far and wide.
Close up and from behind.
Sneaking little glances at that beautiful figure of yours...
That beautiful hair that you mercilessly tucked under your cap, my hands itched to caress it.
They still do.
Then there was this week, when I literally bumping into you everywhere around campus.
You drove me crazy and yet, seeing you was one of the way I kept my sanity in that tedious week.
Even in classes, and although I admit that I did try to sit close to you...
But I swear my heart that I never stalked you.
They were just pure coincidences.
.
Remember when you sat behind me during a lecture and we locked eyes for a moment?