I've started to go through the same wave
I ain't liking it
I was coming out
Happily, knowing what I should do
I've started to have the heavy heart
I've started to swindle myself
I've started to lose me again
Did I find it on the first place?
My tears have prepped them again
It's been quite few days
They know, it's time
My fear should remain the same
I hope it doesn't turn out to be one more day of betrayal
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