blood, dust and... you

The curse

Once the mighty sun and now nothing. Not knowing the day or the hour when eternity caught up with you.
Run away! WAIT!... slowly, very slowly, wait for the rescue that will never come. Let the darkness consume you. Born of light, eaten away by darkness. Creeping slowly, nauseatingly into your veins. There is no escape from darkness. Nothing will help you. Wait... let a new feeling wrap you in its loving embrace. Filling you to the brim with emptiness. Let the boundless feeling devour you and reshape you. You will want to stop slowly losing yourself in your own new world. Born of darkness in which you will find no solace. You will never be able to free yourself from the new creation of darkness that you have become. ARISE! The imperfect work of a nation of hatred and envy. Forget the old light, for you will never see it again. If you want satiation, you won't get filling. You will always be lacking, there will not be enough to satisfy you.

You will never meet a friendly soul. Forever damned, forever alone. waiting in hiding. Hidden from the world. always hungry. Feeling nothing but pain, despair for a lost life.
thou shalt not live, but thou shalt live in the dark.

The heart never satisfied because of the lack of a heart. Never feel anything. Nothingness will consume you beautifully, slowly, very slowly in torment until it consumes you whole. Until you sink into it, looking for salvation, but you know it's a lie. There has never been and will never be salvation from fate.
Your heart is alive, but not beating with its former rhythm. Feeding on what a mortal being could not. Searching... searching... until finally finding nothing but horror and cruelty in the darkness.

Oh... darkness, your only friend of misery. wanting to replace it with light, you cannot. a treacherous act, forgiven by a darkness that will not leave you easily, will never betray you as you did. ah... cold... cold of a corpse longing for a warm touch. Craving warmth that you can't get. Heat is not recommended for you. Avoid it and freeze.
Eternally insatiable. Forever wanting what you will never get. darkness be your salvation... the salvation of despair.

Filling your cold heart with venom. Burning venom. Turning into beasts. May you never find peace. Forever give you encouragement.. ah.. what? Don't you want reassurance? bleak hope? this is how you betray the darkness that will never leave you? you want freedom... from your unlife, a life full of death.

Bringing you the best. pain, despair and the most beautiful anger. bursting the venom-tainted heart. Do you want to show the world what you have become? Feel free to. My beautiful nothingness. Incomparable to other creations. Absorbing everything in its path. unable to be filled. because you are nothing. And your companion is hunger.
The hunger that burns your insides. You only want one thing, providing relief to your senses... what don't you want? it doesn't matter, it will just crawl down your throat. Will awaken again. Try it, you won't regret it. Are you still resisting? ah.. no, you can't avoid this desire, because it's all you have left. See, the moment is approaching. Do you want to know what it will be like? still don't be shy to ask. Death, desolation, destruction are destined for you.
Let the stars be your witnesses. Written in them is and will be... destruction, death, desolation. You brought destruction upon yourself! You yourself wanted it! No, you can't deny it now! it's too late because you yourself created it... you initiated it... you were the first. no, it won't stay. Nothingness will absorb everything. Oh.. still don't resist. Taste the temptation. Let the emptiness of nothingness finally fill you. You finally took the plunge. Fate is stronger than you. Admit how it feels? Nice, isn't it? You have stained your hands with innocent blood, which will now fill you and soothe you.

Blood more precious than gold. Blood which is the fire of life, warming and stimulating your body to life. This is how you were born from death. And with life you are buried. Don't be shy, it's your new nature. GO AHEAD AND TASTE MORE. This time you CAN'T resist the temptation. Hunger wins, it will force you to do this beautiful and shameful act. That's enough... you drank it all. You left nothing. Because you are infinite emptiness. THE LIFE ended and another one DIED. Light replaced by darkness. The heart filled with lust for a life you won't get. The body that desires warmth receives cold in return. CLOSE your eyes... LISTEN carefully... NO ONE will come for you, because you are dead. No one can stop you because you are dead. Nothingness cannot be killed. So wait, sink into the new reality created by your act. You will never be free from it. Chained in impossibility. No hope, no life.
you have one wish. what would you like? DEATH. You'll never get it, because you are an empty reality of horror.

(A/N)
Hello, thank you for reading. It wasn't new chapter, new chapter will come when.... I will finish it. So what this was?🤔 Something like that will apears on this book after few chapters of the story. Like story in story😈. Here will be some mysteries, dark plot... I still don't know... and about charcters, because it should be a fanfic and I would give characters from LEGO monkie kid and Jurney to the west...(oh, and I could write the same book, but with my own charcters as a fantasy book I will think about it)
if you have some idea about what could I write, because I have just got this idea like that without plan😅
Oh... and  what do you think about this "not" chapter? Comments welcome. ♥️
Bye😊.