TUTOR || TOM KAULITZ

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I put my hair back in a claw clip, I decided today I was gonna go all out for the concert, I mean I usually never try to hard for literally anything because i'm a lazy bitch. But, today i'm gonna actually try to look good.

Hmm, glowy or matte, well it's definitely gonna be hot and we don't want the makeup to melt! So matte it is. I start to work on my brows first before anything. I put on some foundation, concealer, blush, highlight, lip liner, lip gloss and some lashes.

Before I place the lashes I had decided I would put on some eyeliner, I draw on a medium sized wing going straight out. I put some eyeliner on my waterline, I get some black eyeshadow and place some just underneath my bottom lashes. Wow, this makeup look really made my green eyes pop.

I start looking through my closet for an outfit to wear, I decide on a long skirt that had a slit all the way up to nearly my waist. The skirt had given the effect that it was tied up instead of fully connected which I liked.

I pull out a super black cropped tank top, with a tiny leather jacket. I start to layer some necklaces, I toy around with the jewelry a bit until it comes to my liking, I take my hair out the claw clip.

I had decided I was going to straighten it, when I straighten it, it goes just below my butt which I loved.

Satisfied with my outfit, hair and makeup l had decided I would go over to the Kaulitz house as I wait for Bill to finish getting ready, the time currently read 5:00pm.

The concert being at eight Bill had just enough time to get finish getting ready, I walk into the house which was unlocked for some odd reason.

I lock it and start to march upstairs, I knock on Bill's door "You decent?" I ask. "Yeah! Come in!" Bill says, I walk showing off my outfit. "You like?" I question.

"Love it, very sexy." He says smiling, I get closer to him Bill pulls me in for a kiss, not really a deep kiss it was just you know.. A kiss.

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"God, i'm so nervous!" Bill says pacing around in his dressing room. "It's okay, you'll do great!" I reassure him, he nods taking deep breathes. "Your on in five." Their manager says peeping into Bill's dressing room.

"Hey, i'm gonna go check in on everyone else. You good here? I ask Bill. "Yeah i'll be good." Bill smiles, I start to walk to Tom's dressing room I knock on the door. "Can I come in?"

"Yes, you can!" I hear Tom yell back, I walk in to see Tom in his baggy jeans, walking around shirtless looking for something, maybe it was his shirt! Haha, no? Okay.

I stare at his back muscles, his Calvin Klein boxers sticking out his jeans as he searches in between his things "Have you seen my wallet?" Tom asks me.

I suddenly feel my throat get dry, okay May, you can snap out of it now. I shake my head trying to remember what he said. "Uh what?" I question, he turns around to me and smirks. "You seen my wallet?" He asks once again. "O-oh! Your wallet, um no I haven't seen it." I respond, he sighs and continues to look through his things "Found it!" He squeals happily.

"You guys are on in like two minutes by the way." I say pointing towards the door. "Shit really? Thanks." Tom says giving me a kiss on the cheek.

He goes to the hanger, finally putting a damn shirt on "Okay, go to front row, let me just get my guitar and i'll go to the stage. He says, I smile and leave his dressing room, I show the security guard my ticket and he lets me into the vip section, I stand there anxious as I wait for them to start the concert.

All of a sudden the curtain drops, revealing the band. The girls screaming start to erupt, I think I might go deaf after tonight. Bill opens with monsoon, such a classic. I see Tom and Bill scan the room, as I make eye contact with them, I give them a big thumbs up causing them to smile. "Good luck!" I mouth.

BILL'S POV

I was staring at May the entire time, though she wasn't staring at me, she was staring at Tom.

I analyze her face, the way she looks his way, she's never looked at me that way before. I look over to Tom, his face scrunched up, his fingers must've hurt.

As soon as he looks to May, his entire demeanor changes, his eyes gone soft, pupils dilated. I see Tom and May make eye contact for a solid two minutes.

That's when it hit me.

It wasn't a friendship stare, the more I analyze the more I realize it was a love stare.

I feel my bottom lip slightly tremble as I sing, my eyes glossy, of course she'd fall for Tom! Well, that's great, it's all my fault anyways. I knew she'd liked him way before me, I could see it.

She could try and cover it up and deny it all she wants but at the end of the day it was always them.

Maybe, we we're destined to just be best friends, Tom and May were soulmates, it was so clear to me now. All the bickering, ignoring each other, all of it. It was just love, their love for each other was so clearly deep for one another. Who am I to get in the way of true love?

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MAY'S POV

"You did so great!" I say hugging all the guys, I finally get to hug Bill. I wrap my hands around his neck as his hold my waist. "We need to talk." Bill whispers against my ear, I suddenly pull away. "Is everything okay?" I ask Bill, he shakes his head no, what was going on?

The band finishes up signing autographs, I go with Bill to his dressing room, he closes the door gently and sits on the couch. He pats the spot next to him. I fix my skirt and take a seat. "So what's up?" I ask Bill.

"I know you love Tom." Bill says, I look at him confused. "Of course I love Tom, he's my bestfriend." Bill shakes his head "No like you're IN love with him."

"What? I- No!" Bill pulls me into a hug. "It's okay, i'll be okay. But what isn't okay is if you don't go tell him how you feel before it's too late." Bill says, I feel myself start to tear up. "I'm so sorry Bill." I say hugging him.

Bill closes out our hug, he places his hands on my shoulders "May you and I have something special, but that something isn't love. You belong with Tom. "You and I were destined to be friends, you and Tom are soulmates." He says tears falling out his eyes, as he rubs my shoulders.

I pour at him and wipe away his tears. "I'm sorry Bill." He shakes his head sniffling. "You have nothing to be sorry for darling, you didn't know." Bill places a gentle kiss on my temple. "Now, go to him." He weakly smiles. Bill and I stand up and I give him one last hug.

"Thank you Bill." I hug him tightly, this was goodbye to our relationship. "Anytime." He says putting his chin against the crown of my head.

I pull away from the hug, Bill nods towards the door and smiles, I return his smile and head towards the door. I go to Tom's dressing room.

There I see him.

Standing in front of his dressing room making out with some girl.

I feel a sting in my chest, I knew we weren't together but it still hurt. Maybe Bill was wrong, maybe Tom and I aren't meant to be.