Revenge On The Innocent Soul

another day of his mood swings

I put some ointment on that cut

and I lost my appetite ..

I lost my interest in everything

I was just laying on the couch while starring at the ceiling .. missing my mom ..

I hate it in here

.. I want some air.. a fresh one

.. I didn't noticed jungkook until he fake coughed infront of me ..

"don't u have to go to work?" I asked without any hesitation

"you want me to go to work .. even on Sunday hm? He said as he shakes his head in disappointment

"I didn't meant that" i tried to explain myself

"then what did u meant?" He asked as he on the couch next to me

"nothing" I said while sighing

"I don't wanna see u in this couch anymore" he said looking disinterested

"i don't even wanna see u in my life..u are annoying" he added to his words ..

but why do they kinda hurt me .. I looked at him with the sorrow in my eyes but he just smiled .. feeling proud??

"Look don't you ever think that I will give this marriage a chance" he said as chukled

"i-i won't" I stutter .. I feel happy and sad at the same  time

"mr jeon ..?" I said his name he looked at me while he frowned his brows

"does your big Mansion has a another room except yours?" I asked with a hope ..

atleast he can get me a room .. he was lost in his deep thoughts and then

"why?" He asked in confusion

"my back hurts and I feel cold .. even the smallest room will be fine .. that's the least thing u can do" i said in a straight way ...

he think for a sec.. he then passed a smile ik it's not good

"sleep in basement it's very comfortable there" he said sarcastically

that made me panic that scene is still traumatizing I can never belive .. i closed my eyes and felt it once again

"Eomma" I wispeard in a weak voice .. I was too weak to stand up and leave to tierd to do all that ..

I was drowning and I could,'t help .. I gasp in fear .. that's the worst thing it gives nightmares of my childhood too .

"U ok?" He asked in concern I looked at him with my eyes .. that were filled with fear now .. he pour water in the glass and gave me

"calm down" he said as he put his hand on me shoulder ..

I sip the water slowly that made my throat relax a bit I looked at him .. why ... are you doing all this to me I started sobbing and hugged him

"n-not the basement pls pls pls" I wimpered he looked at me with guilt ..

"shut it or else I will throw u in that basement again" he warned

I putted a finger on my lips and pouted to control the sobs but suddenly he laughed

.. I have heard him laugh for the first time but I was embarrassed .. but he suddenly went silent .. and looked at me angrily..

I looked at him in confusion .. not his mood swings ..

I was tierd ..  tierd to handle them.. he pulled me by my arm

"STOP YOUR INNOCENT ACT .. I AM NOT GONNA FALL FOR YOUR TRAP AGAIN MISS USELESS" he said as

he bruised my arm 'again' due to his anger issues .. I felt hurt .. I felt broken ..

I felt pain .. the tears started to form in my eyes and

I couldn't stop it I closed my eyes and wish it was just another nightmare .. I opened them to see that it was not

I am so sorry for being this late .. actually there was some problem in this story and I couldn't fix it.. but I did it and we are back ..
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