Disappointment

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Enjoy this chapter it may be slightly shorter!
Oh and would everyone rather 3rd or 1st person / povs or not

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Barry's pov :
I walked into the bathroom after changing the sheets, thinking a lot, 'why did he come here in such a mood' 'why was he so worried he is never worried,' 'ion know what's up with him'
"Baby boy." I stated softly under my ruff tone.
"Ye," he said looking slightly irritated opening one eye to look at me.
"What happened earlier hah?" Leaning down to scoop the taller man up,
"I-i don't- i don't wanna talk about it mann," he slurred trying to make his voice less shaky trying to sound bold.

"Mmm okay," I started moving back to the bedroom,
"I need a line," he said as if he was telling him to go fetch him it. Like you would a dog, quick, demanding.

3rd person

Barry placed Rafe down on the bed, throwing clothes for him to wear. He gave up being all sweet since Rafe would have a attitude either way. He did this all the time but every time it disappoints Barry it makes Barry feel useless.

"Oi don't throw shit at me, fucking dickhead,"
"Do you know what baby, you come here stressed so I do what you always want from me, we have sex and after?  You got a attitude."
Shouting loudly. Rafe loved to shout, cause a riot a rampage make everyone angry but today he couldn't deal with the yelling. He didn't wanna here it. He already felt like a bother to have around. A disappointment.

"Stop," they both went quiet after that Barry just stared at Rafe and after a minute Rafe looked up and began to put on the boxers and tank top he was given.
"What happened, rafey," he looked down at his blue eyes glistening with tears ready to pour at any point. Rafe usually would let barry take lead but he needed barry now. He was scared and alone.

He grabbed Barry pulling him close, as tears fell crying again he hated it but he couldn't do anything else.
"What happened." He stated, stern straight faced which Rafe couldn't see. With his head deep into his neck.
"He hates me, he woke up and he, he and he and and," he felt himself breathing harder, eyes dipping out of blurry and black, tears dripping down his pink stained cheeks.
"Your alright man ion know what's going on but, I'm here match my breathing. Relax," Barry said bringing Rafe to his chest rubbing his back. Hated him like this. Crying , shaking, uncontrollable breathing, it wasn't rare too see Rafe in a state or at least for Barry it was. But each time it never gets easier to see him get himself all worked up.

His breathing slowed slightly before he continued,
"My dad, he said that I'm a disappointment to the family I think he really meant it ."
Sigh
Barry just pulled him closer, drawing circles on his thigh before leaning back into the bed relaxing.

"Go to sleep baby boy, I'll look after you."

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Hey everyone, hope you enjoyed this chapter, a little short since I have been very busy recently but hope you enjoyed.
I wonder what's gonna happen with Rafe 🫢🫢
Please if you would like to see anything specific then tell me! I'm willing to take odd requests and consider adding them!

Have a great day/night (:

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