Only when he wants to

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I wrote this poem a while ago, and decided to post it. This stuff really happened to me, and it takes a shit load of courage to post it

⚠️Depression, Mental/physical abuse, Sexual themes⚠️


I'm sexy, hot, is what he says

Never the words I want

But when I don't do what he says or say no then I'm pathetic and worthless

I guess the words are better than what he does the next day

He's two sides of the same coin, one day he talks about us being old and gray

The next his words and marks haunt

He says his words and acts are a service

And if I don't want to cry then to obey

He uses me only when he wants to

I'm sexy and hot but only when he wants to

I'm his but only when he wants to

He uses me only when he wants to


^ This is a work in progress, but lesson for you all; Listen to your gut, never force yourself to like someone, 


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