Imagines | j.m, d.m, m.r

Panic Attack. |Mattheo Riddle|

Warning: Panic Attack
Word Count: 598
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I was sitting at my desk trying to get work done. I had a test in Potions this Monday. I had to write a 3 page essay in Charms. I had to do a summary on a creature in Care of Magical Creatures. I had to write another essay in Astronomy. And then for Muggle Studies I had to write another essay on how muggles use things to get around in the muggle world.

I haven't slept in 3 days and I haven't eaten in a few either. Everyone has noticed, including Mattheo, my boyfriend, because I haven't really been out of my room expect to go to the library and classes but other then that I have been in my dorm room and everyday there is just more and more homework that I needed to get done that day.

Everything was too much. Slowly I felt myself starting to shake and my vision got blurry. I started to see things in spots and I got up trying to walk over to my bed. I couldn't. I tripped but somehow caught myself. I brought my back to the front of my bed as I curled myself up.

My breathing picked up and I couldn't control it anymore. Just then my door opened. Shit. I forgot Mattheo comes into my dorm at night for cuddles. "Whoa whoa whoa whoa" He said as I felt him next to me in an instant. "Baby, breathe in *Inhale* out *Exhale*" I tried but it made me cry harder. "Oh love..."

"I-I can-" He put a finger under my chin making me look up at him.

"Can I hold you?" I nodded and he wrapped his other arm around me, bringing me to his chest while he finally sat on the floor. He picked me up and put me sideways in his lap. My head was now rested in the crook of his neck while he held a tight grip on me. "You don't need to explain to me now...just focus on your breathing."

I nodded as I tried to get myself closer, if that was even possible, "Just relax my love...I am right here" I wrapped my arm around his neck as my breathing settled. "Alright I am gonna get you in bed." I shook my head as he paused. 

"I need to do my work." I whispered. I knew that was when it clicked for him. 

"You can do them tomorrow. You need sleep." i was too tired to even argue. He laid down with my head now resting on his chest as he softly rubbed my back. "Go to sleep. I will be here when you wake up." I nodded and my eyes became heavy as sleep took me over. 

I woke up to the bright light and turned around. There Mattheo was at my desk. "Theo?" I asked.

"Oh hey darling!" He set down his quill and turned around to me. He smiled. A genuine smile. He got up and laid down next to me as I snuggled into his chest. 

"What were you doing."

"Homework. I got 2 pages done on your Charms essay. I also started your Astronomy summary for you" he kissed my head. I looked up at him and smiled.

"I love you....Thank you for helping me." 

"I love you. And no need to thank me."

"Well I still am." He smiled and rolled his eyes. His grip on me only tightened a bit. "I love you, my pretty boy"

"I love you, my girl." I smiled and snuggled my head back into his chest before sleep once again, took me over.