It's complicated

#1 every morning

*BEEP , BEEP , BEEP !*
The sudden scream of my alarm clock wakes me up at 7am on a dull Monday morning . I stare at the glowing green digits on my clock and wonder if I should have just five more minutes... I was just about to fall back asleep when a loud shriek from my mum screaming " ITS 7 OCLOCK TRACY FOR GOD SAKE GET UP!"
So I do as I'm told and get up and slouch thinking about all the energy I will waste getting ready for somewhere I don't even want to be . But I resist the urge to shout back and not get up so I get ready . I didn't even have time for breakfast at the pace I was going so I quickly grabbed my school bag and shuffled out the door . The air was humid and fuzzy and the sky was a uncertain grey colour . I hope it wasn't going to rain soon . As I walk to school I see primary schools kids getting hugged by their parents and at that moment I thought "they have it so easy ... No worries about anything not having to stress ... Life was good as a child ". But now as a " young adult" everyone expects you to know better . Then I noticed I was getting myself into a very depressing mood without even realising it . I'm never this moody in the mornings so I put a smile on my face and continued to walk to school .

The bell rings , school begins
"Oh no" I say to myself as I think of all the homework and projects I forgot to bring in today
"Oh I'm looking forward for today"
I think to myself .
I have a quick look at my timetable . For today I have ART MATHS MUSIC ENGLISH GEOGRAPHY GERMAN
Not exactly my favourite day today .
I walk into art being the last one to arrive and I see the most amazing thing that I realise I've been standing at the door looking at for the past 10 minutes...

Thank you so much for actually reading this ! My first ever page on what pad I am definitely continuing on this hope you like it cause there's more coming soon :)
Ta xxx