•Beneath the Waves• (Freminet x Fem!Reader)

~Chapter eleven~

A/N: GUYS IM BACK! So... I'm so sorry that this doesn't make sense but like... this is the only good part of the depression series. If you want the non depression version, comment on this paragraph. I need advice but it's up to you guys. Option one: I could keep the depression for this part only and the rest is just normal. Option two: I could change all the depression related one (including this one). Plz choose option one or two 🥰❤️
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Suddenly, you run out of the arcade, scaring poor Freminet and making him think he did something wrong. The poor diver boy runs after you while screaming your name, "Y/N! Y/N, what's wrong?! Y/N come back! Tell me what I did wrong! Y/N!! I'm sorry!"

Poor boy... Welp, too bad... you reach the ocean and see someone coming towards you. It was one of the Steambird peoples, asking you if Freminet was on a date with you. Knowing he might not have wanted you to tell anyone, you reply.

"He's just a friend."

"..."

You start randomly thinking to yourself, I was always told that silence is always the best move to make, especially when you mess up. I used to disobey that rule... now I follow it.

"NO, WHERE ARE YOU GOING, Y/N?"

"SHE'S GONNA DROWN HERSELF! SOMEONE! PLEASE HELP HER!"

Freminet had found you and yelled at you as he saw you casually walking towards the ocean as if you were possessed.

The poor Steambird lady was so confused and didn't understand anything that was currently happening. And then you jumped into the ocean right as Freminet arrived.

People started randomly yelling to find help and of course, they saw Freminet, the renowned diver who never accepts commissions from others. And so, Freminet had a bad feeling about this.

He had heard you saying that he was just a friend, thinking it was true... he honestly liked you. He felt.. heartbroken. Like his heart was in pieces and it was crying out for help.

Still, he ran and straight up dived into the water to save you. He truly just loved you... dicing nervously, Freminet found you, sinking peacefully.

Air bubbles were fading away and popping out of existence while your heart, mind, and soul were all about to die away. People once again watched from above...

Why don't they care? You think. Why didn't they decide to jump in instead of ask for help? I'm sure most of them know how to swim... right?

Seeing Freminet broke your heart since you realised how much he really cared about you. Then you realise something else... why did you jump into the ocean, knowing Freminet is a professional diver who dives like everyday?

You could've took a knife and stabbed yourself or... found a gun and shot yourself. Maybe even strangle yourself to death...

By the time you finished thinking, you had already passed out in the water, unconscious and currently not breathing. Will Freminet manage to save you...? Or will he sadly let you drown? Maybe he'll bring back your dead body? Nah, probably not... but if he does love you, he would save you... right...?
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You wake up, eyes fluttering open after a long and peaceful rest. You gag out some water and feel much better. But... it was probably the first time you've slept peacefully, not waking up, having bad dreams, feeling sad or guilty when you woke up or anything like that in a long time.

For once it felt better than usual. You woke up to see Freminet kneeling over you, face incredibly close. You start to blush, wondering what happened. Did he perform CPR on you? Or did her maybe do mouth to mouth? Did he kiss you awake or something?

You were curious. But hey, at least you felt good for once. "H-huh...? W-wha-" you got cut off by Freminet since he was concerned and worried about you and your heath.
"Y/N, maybe... don't speak for a little while... you just recovered after your heart beat slowed down." He softly said with concern.

You felt your cheeks heat up a bit more and you realise how much he actually cared about you. His hair was dripping wet and he was soaking. Won't he get a cold?

"F-Freminet, you're soaking..." you mention to him.
"Yeah, that doesn't matter right now, what matter do that you feel alright. Do you feel lightheaded or dizzy or anything? Headaches, stomachaches...?" He asked.
"No, I'm fine." You reply with a nice little smile. You chuckle to show you're fine. And for once in your life, you felt as if that chuckle wasn't fake or to cover up your sadness.

Did you ascend to heaven already and haven't woken up yet? Or have you just somehow gotten rid of your depression? Maybe it was both but then again... it seemed all too real.
"Are you alright, y/n?" Freminet's asks you once last time before doing anything else.
"I swear, I'm fine." You reply smiling. Why did smiling feel so good?

"Do you wanna go home?" He asks you.
"Yeah... yes please." You reply. Again, he carries you home in bridal style. As you were being carried, your face was pretty heavily flushed as if you overdid your makeup today.

Walking home, Freminet's mind was reeling with thoughts and wonders. Why did she jump earlier? He thinks to himself. Maybe I'm not good enough for her...? Or is she suffering from a disorder?

And while that happened, your head was flooded with similar thoughts as well. Maybe he doesn't want me anymore... You wonder to yourself. Maybe... all I needed was affection?

Indeed you needed affection. It helped you feel better. So obviously, if made you feel good, feel... loved and accepted. Finally for once, they knew you existed.

Soon after a lot of unnecessary thoughts and thinking, you both reach your house. "Y/N, is it alright if you just stand for a second? I need to unlock the door." Freminet tried to politely ask you.

Nodding, you stand up and try to keep your balance as well as you can. You stumble a bit as you stood and walked a bit to maintain your balance. Freminet quickly manages to find the right keys and you both manage to enter the house safely.

Carefully, he takes you in and sets you on the bed in his room. "Do you feel like you can go shower right now?" The diver asked.
"I-I think so..." You reply hastily.
"You don't have to force yourself to do it, okay?" He tells you.

You nod your head and go to the bathroom to take a warm shower after all the events today. Maybe I'm better off without thinking about my life... perhaps it'll stop my depression. You think once again. Then you realise something. Wait... I don't exactly know what happened before I woke up...

As the curious person you were, you decided to find out. Except... you had to practice for the upcoming shows tomorrow.
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Word count: 1219 words

A/N: Yeah, another author's note. Thanks for making it this far! If you like this story I'll continue it. :) but if you don't really like it, it's fine.