CHAPTER 1

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This is it. A circumstance that permanently altered my life is where I determine whether or not my decision will be sound. Either way, there will be consequences if I choose that option.

Does it merit it?.. Right now, everything is extremely challenging for me. A boy and a girl entered my life, making a total of 2. Upon requesting my affection and the love of the other.

Should I chose myself, instead?, but. Without a significant other, life is dull. Yes. They presented me with a choice of two possibilities. But it's challenging. Both a boy and a girl have my undivided attention. Why did i  get myself into this mess?

But. I told them to wait for me because I couldn't think of an answer. Is that bad?I'm only giving them false hope. Whoever I choose will be content. What about the opposing party, though?, feeling disappointed because they wasted their time waiting on me.

Should I inquire as to the reason for their interest in me?
choose who is worth it or not.

I questioned them both and spoke with them to see who I would find more attractive. I did, however, fall for both. Even though I know I can't date both of them, I'm in love with them both. Like me, my parents want me to date a boy, but my heart wants to date a lady.

You may be asking yourself, "Why can't you just pick the girl?".. Do you think it's simple? For me to date a girl? What will my parents think? I'm going to face discrimination.

If I choose a guy, there is a downside to both options. Although my parents will be pleased, what about my happiness? What will my parents and other people think of me if I date a girl?...

Should I allow my faith to make the final decision?But what if it selects someone I don't want to be around? I'm so stressed out about it all that I could cry all night. Both of them are still waiting. also wishing.

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⏰ Last updated: Oct 08, 2023 ⏰

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