million broken pieces ...

i was 9....

I hear the storms.....very loud but quite.
The black clouds and wet streets are making me nausea.

i am staring right at the light pole outside my window while salty tears fall off my face.
I hear my mom shout in pain while my dad threw something on her.

I'm too scared to go see if she's OK.

I am a coward .

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.I am too scared to see if she's OK

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I woke up gasping for air and sweating like crazy.
I hear the alarm ringing.

I sat on my bed for a minute before saying to myself "It's just a dream" and repeating it in my head

Before getting up

I went to washroom while  I harshly wipe my face with water.

I just stood there starring at my reflection ...

I finally went to the shower to freshen up
...

I came out and pulled something out of my closest.
I didn't care about fashion as long as it covers my ugly scars on my body

I went and grabed my bad and went to my university

At uni

I was minding my own business while walking-more like sprinting through the corridor while a group of girl pulled my hair.
I hissed in pain

"Where do you think your going?"
The blonde spoke

I kept quiet
"So you now have the guts to disrespect us now?" The. Blonde speaks again
"This bitch needs a lesson" the girl in a very inappropriate 2 piece almost a bathing suit said

They dragged me to the place where the garbage are stored.

The blonde threw my bag on the grass. The inappropriately dress one started recording me
While the other 2 girls held my head down the drainage water

I screamed for help even though I know nobody will /can help me .

And another memory rushes into my brain..

I just arrived home from school.The moment I opened the door my heart sank
I saw my mother passes out in the living room as her head and ears were bleeding while my  6yrs old sister was trying to do her best to wake her up . The floor was covered in blood
Without wasting another minute I called 911.I don't know what exactly happened next .we were in the hospital,I was holding my sister's hand while my dad was shouting at the doctor saying that whatever happened to my mother was an accident. I would be lieing if I say that I wasn't was scared.I was scared that my dad beat me and my sister when we get home.But I was trying my best to hide my fears infont of my sister.She was the only thing that kept me from killing myself

I didn't go to home That day.I stayed with my mother while my father was dragged by the local police.

My sister was laying on my lap. I noticed that there is something red leaking from her ear.I immediately called for the doctor

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