Kagami Yin-

9- Lost And Found-

(Yes school reference ik-)

It was peaceful..

For once at least.

That was what I looked like but my mind was attacking me

I'm still emotionless.

I really wonder... did I lose myself or I'm I still playing?

...

I looked around to see I'm sitting in the middle of nowhere surrounded by seas of grass..

"This oddly looks like I'm just outside of the city.. but of course.." I turned to look behind me seeing a lightly blue glow showing a wall which is broken into glass pieces showing the other side of where I last slept also known as the train station..and after looking at it for a second, it then puts itself back together keeping me inside this peculiar copy of the same world I know

"Eh." I mumble staring at the invisible wall... that well... I'll imagine!

I looked around the area still seeing nothing but seas of grass. Fortunately, I started walking already

Whistling a random tune I walked forward for a few minutes arriving at a city..

"Yokohama.." I say to myself as I walked inside the city of course with my footsteps not making a sound

After reaching a random building with barely any security, at all I climbed up to the top as I noticed it was about to be sunset

Sitting down on the hard concrete of bricks piled up I looked into the horizon

I have nothing to say or spill

About earlier incidents..

No. That was nothing. We're not discussing that. You know I hate you really much brain. You're stupid

Oh really?

Yes, yes you are.

So you would trust your intrusive thoughts more? Oh wait, I forgot it already took over you.

My eyes widened thinking about this.. getting up, I looked so peaceful .. but in the inside my mind was racing with thoughts. Thoughts that were going to fast that I couldn't keep up

Think of it as two trains.
One train holding the thoughts related to reality
The other holding the thoughts related to the imaginary
Each train has a bendable speed.

It all depends on what category you're thinking.
Reality or imaginary?

Sometimes this can get dangerous at important times when you fully need your attention.

If you're busy thinking about something in the imaginary category, think of it as the train holding the thoughts related to the imaginary going fast around an infinite track

If someone calls you and talks to you about a topic related to reality, the train holding the thoughts of reality increases it's speed

Due to this the two topics of thoughts crash into each other .

Two trains crashing into each other.

This time, it was worse

Both of them stayed crashing into each other.