𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘂𝗻𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝗱 - 𝒋𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒄𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒓𝒊𝒄

- Recovering (?) ✧.

❝This life is yours alone , so don't let people tell you directions of a place they have never been to. ❞ ✧ ೃ༄

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JAKE POV 

" He'll be fine , just make sure he eats something and rests well " I heard an unfamiliar voice say as my sight was still dark . I opened my eyes slowly just to instantly close them back because of the bright lights . 

" I think he is waking up ! " another voice said as I groaned and open my eyes again . I slowly looked around to meet a bunch of worried eyes looking in mine . 

" hey , are you alright ? " Heeseung hyung , the first one to break the silence as he asked me in a gentle and soft manner . 

" Yes hyungie , I'm fine please don't worry " I said as I felt guilty af to worry them so much but my voice still coming out low and weak , pathetic  . 

" Jake hyung , please stop saying that and start to look after yourself for real ! you literally passed out at airport and you have been skipping meals even the doctor said you must eat something , now eat this all and I don't wanna hear any buts ! okay !? " the leader in a very strict tone leaving me with no choice but lower my head and nod in response . 

I looked around and realized we are in our hotel and they called a doctor which has already left with our manager just leaving us seven in the room . I watched as jungwon placed a tray of food infront of me and oh boy did it smell good .

HEESEUNG POV

None of us failed to notice his hesitation but we can't let it slide this time so we made sure to keep an eye this time and not leave until he finishes it all . I know a being an idol , tours , come backs and all the burden can be tough but that is no reason to skip your meals ! and i can't watch him get sick and do that to himself  It hurts to..

He looked at us once again before finally picking up the chopsticks and started eating his food . " mmm , tastes good .. " he said making me smile softly at him .. Im glad . 

He proceeds to eat as I watched a soft smile creeping it's way to each members face . " come on guys , don't worry ! I promise to finish this ,  go relax Im sure you all are tired as well  "  " we will jake hyungie but it's good to see you get your appetite back  " the maknea said as he side hugged jake receiving the prettiest smile in response . 

We all slowly got up and left the room one by one as we thought to let him get more comfortable .

JAKE POV

Guilt is all I felt , not only I made my most lovable members worry but also my engenes . I stopped eating and stared at the tray of food in my lap as I felt thick tears falling down . Why do I have to be such a trouble . 

SELFISH , AWFUL FRIEND , BURDEN , DISAPPOINTING  ... the voices 

I immediately threw the rest of the food in the trash bin and went over to the bathroom not before grabbing it from my bag . I looked the door and leaned against it . I slowly uncovered my arm as now my old scars were at the sight , I placed the laser on top of it and.......

Tip , tip , tip 

again , It hurts good .

KNOCK KNOCK *  the light knock on the door pulled me out of my thoughts along with a familiar voice calling me . " Jake hyungie , we are going for some fresh air , wanna tag along ? " 
" No thanks niki ah , I'll pass " I replied trying my best not to crack my voice .

I heard him say fine in a whiny tone and leave as I dropped myself on the floor and tears started falling again .

AUTHOR POV 

Jake dropped himself of the cold floor of the bathroom as his members slightly disappointed , left without him . After a while his members were outside laughing at jay's lame jokes while someone was still inside the hotel's  bathroom , now sobbing loudly

His heartbreaking cries were now loud and echoing in the bathroom walls but still he remained the unheard  ✧. ┊ 

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Hello lovely people , 

Hope this chapters finds you well . I apologize for a little late update but I didn't had wifi for 2 freaking days , so I hope you understand ੈ♡˳

Thank you so much for reading till the end !<3 

Take care ◛⑅·˚ ༘ ♡