15-10-2023

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I tried to tell you everything to solve our problems. Sadly I'm on my own so I'll write everything in the hope that I get better. I'm in a battle with myself. You've always said that I don't support you... but actually you don't support me. The moments I cry you just tell me"okay". You don't ask: why are you crying what's going on?
When we get married we have to be there for each other. You just told me I have to take therapy, basically you see me as a/the problem. You pretend like I'm the only one to blame.
If I ever said don't exaggerate so much about everything. You'd going to freak out. You keep telling me I'm insecure...

I want the old you back, the old us back. I could give my kidney to reclaim the old us. I only want love. I'm afraid. I'm very afraid that I won't be happy. I'm afraid that, like some people, I'm going to have an unhappy marriage. I only want love. I'm afraid I'm going to end up in a mental health care and end up with schizophrenia. I think I'm already depressed, I need help. I scream for help but no one sees or hears me.

 I scream for help but no one sees or hears me

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