I'm sat at my local bar in the corner reminiscing about my dead ex and how 𝐈 𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐝 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐰𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐢𝐠𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧 𝐠𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐬
But what she 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐢𝐧'𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐠𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐯𝐞
Now that she's gone what am I goin do 𝐬𝐨 𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐲 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐝
I stepped out side in the pouring rain walking back to my small apartment
Singing me and my ex's favorite song. 𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐦 𝐈 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐝𝐨? 𝐒𝐨 𝐞𝐦𝐭𝐩𝐲 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭,𝐦𝐲 𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐥,𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐠𝐨 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮
Now instead of going to my apartment my feet took me to her grave
Arriving there I sat by her grave and started crying and pouring my heart out in the rain
"Why did you have to leave me? after everything we've been threw? why did you jump in front of the bullet? why couldn't it be me? why did you sacrifice your self?"
I sat there for the next 20 minutes just crying in till it started to thunder so I kissed my baby's grave told her I loved her even if she couldn't hear me and walked 8 mins to my apartment
Getting there I put the key into the key hole and walked right in putting my coat on the coat rack taking my shoes off and heading into the bathroom
After I took a shower I got down in the side of my bed and prayed to who would ever listen to just bring my baby back
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