Jadon PoV
Yesterday I had to get Azia from school as he was still sick even though he told true he wanted to go to school, true got a little upset about taking him to the hospital but I gave her a little hug and she was then fine
Later on we put the kids to bed and we spoke for a while
This morning I went to the house and true was doing things in the kitchen
"You sending Azia school?" I asked her
"Na I need to make sure he's taking this medication" she says kinda with an attitude
"Alright, I'm just gonna go see him" i say
I went upstairs and I went into Azia room and he was awake laying in his bed with Ari and ace with his as they watched a movie on his iPad
"Daddy" Ari says
"Hi Daddy's girl" i say
"How are my babies?" I asked them
"Good" Azia and ari replied and ace was nodding his head
I sat with them for a while watching the movie with them
"Alright daddy will be downstairs with your mama" i say
I then went downstairs and true was on the couch on her phone with her MacBook at the side of her and a couple of notes too
"You okay? You seem kinda stressed" i asked
"Just trying to organise ari birthday" true says
"Cool, what the plan so far?" I asked
"Not much to be honest
Just us going to a venue an entertainer entertaining the kids, that's it's really" she says
"Need me to do anything?" I asked
"Nope everything under control" she says
"I'm really sorry" I say to her
"Jadon please" she says
"But true I am" I say
"I know you are, but it always seems i expect your apology then you go hurt me again" she says
"What have I done now?" I asked
"You are getting a painter to paint a picture of her and you and her" true says
I buried my face in my hands
"Jadon I love you and I desperately want to be with you, like I'm am generally suffering in silence on how much I want you
Even you sitting there right now I just want to come over to you and kiss you or hug you or just something to be your comfort.
However I can't be with you Jadon if you are going to constantly hurt me
Jadon all my life growing up I have been hurt by the 2 people who's meant to love me and protect me like nobody else in the world but the did the complete opposite
When I got with you, you taught me most things i know now Jadon. I never knew how to love before they didn't teach me or show me YOU DID!
They didn't make me a confident person
YOU DID!
They didn't didn't appreciate me but
YOU DID!
They didn't teach me how to be myself but
YOU DID!
Somethings I learnt myself but most of them you taught me, you told me you wanted to settle down and have kids and get married that's what you wanted
But now you are in that position it's like you don't want that now
I love you Jadon and I want you desperately but I can't be with you if cheating and hurting someone is all you know" true says
"Look at me" she says
I looked at her
"I'm going to ask you a question and I want you to be honest
Are you done now playing with me?" She asked me
"Cause Jadon I'm a human too I have feelings, words hurt me and actions I have emotions too" she says
