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"just become you're clean don't mean you don't miss it" - clean, ts
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walking past the banks while it was pitch black, only wearing your nightwear and JJ's sweater. It felt humbling; you were embarrassed at your action. Regret was overtaking these emotions though.
The wind chilling you to your spine and making you shiver. You pull out your phone to check the time, 5:13 it read. You sigh, the sun would be rising soon.
You finally make it to the chateau, walking through the house and make your way to your bedroom.
JJ was fast asleep, his hair all ruffled and the duvet long gone. You sit down on the side of the bed, your back turned to his sleeping figure.
The movement of the bed had caused JJ to wake up slightly. You heard him grumble as he started to wake. You feel your hands shake as he sits up, rubbing his eyes.
"Hey—" He starts but notices you in his sweater, sitting on the edge of the bed. Your expression is sad, tears threatening to spill. "What's wrong?" He instantly wakes up, moving to grab your hands.
You shake your head, "Baby, your hands are shaking. What's up?" He asks, his voice hoarse as he's still half asleep.
You pull your hands away from him, "I messed up, JJ." You sigh as your eyes finally meet his. This sun was starting to rise, causing rays of light to brighten up your room.
"Wh—" JJ starts, his mind jumping to all sorts of conclusions, "What do you mean?" He asks, his voice cracking slightly.
"I-I went." You sigh, "I tried to buy some coke." You admit, "But i didn't do any or buy any, i promise." You explain. You hadn't realised until JJ was wiping your cheek that you had started crying.
"It's okay.. you've been struggling." He says comforting you, "I'm just glad you didn't go through with it." He says pulling you to rest your head against his shoulder.
"I'm so sorry." You apologise
"Don't be sorry— thank you for telling me." He says as he caresses your hair
"I'll always tell you everything—" You say sitting up, "Which is why i should tell you, the person i tried to buy it off was... Rafe." You admit.
JJ pauses. The room is deadly silent.
"Fuck!" He says pulling his hand down his face, "What do you mean, Rafe Cameron?" He slightly shouts. You could tell he was angry now.
"He was the only person i knew who dealt." You honestly say.
"Did you go to his house?" He asks
"Yes."
"You went to his house?!" He asks standing up. "JJ calm down." You tell him
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off limits ☼ jj maybank x reader
FanfictionJohn B catches JJ eyeing you, "She's off limits, dude." he warns him. JJ holds his hands up, "Understood, captain." he smirks... but oh, how he wished you were his.