˖ ᝬ ʿ 𝐒𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐀𝐃𝐄
↳ a nostalgic longing to be
near something or someone
that is distant or that has been
loved then lost;
❛ 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐑𝐄𝐌𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒 ,,
𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐃 ,, 10/01/2023 at 12:04 am
𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐃...
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the sunlight shined through the crevices of the wooden blinds. the illumination poured into my room. my limp body fit snuggly under my bedsheets, gaze focused on the ceiling above me.
i sat up, feeling the familiar weak feeling in my legs. i stretched before beginning my day. i treaded lazily to the bathroom— needing a hot bath immediately.
once the bath was running, i submerged my body in the scorching water. the warm feeling of the water soothed my mind, but it was soon clouded with those same thoughts.
M I N I T I M E S K I P
my body sat deeply on the plush couch in my living room. the book, 'a great reminder' by bianca sparacino, rested in my hands. my nose buried deeply into it.
my phone began to vibrate, causing me to sigh. i leaned forward, grabbing my phone off the wooden coffee table. i glanced down at the name shown on the screen:
'kai kai <3'
a small smile glossed over my soft features as i answered the phone. the phone met my ear, "hi," i greeted quite bluntly.
"hey rhy," he answered, that same apathetic tone, "i had to handle something."
"you always do," i said, softly.
"i know, i'm sorry," another apology. an apology that causes resentment. kai feels he did nothing wrong— the apology is never sincere.
i hummed in response, "whatcha doin'?" he asked.
"reading," i answered, he never listened to your in-depth descriptions— so i kept them extremely brief.
"tell me about it," was what i heard before explaining the containment of the book. but, without a doubt, i was cut off.
