"Bet seh mi murda yu bloodclaat inna dis" he says, hatred evident in his voice as he positions the gun at the glabella of my eyes.
Closing my eyes, I reflect on how we reached this point. I've made a couple of mistakes yes, but is it selfish of me...
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I slowly open my eyes to check the time, and I see it's 9:25 am.
Thank you, Jesus, for waking me up this morning.
Always affi big up god wen mi wake
I roll over onto my back, letting out a sigh. I haven't been getting any good sleep since I got out of the hospital due to my sleeping position.
I feel so uncomfortable sleeping on my left side all the time, and I hate sleeping on my back.
I'm so frustrated, I hate my life and I fucking hate Travis for putting me in this position. I remember everything he did and he's such a fucking liar.
How yuffi seh yu love mi and then turn round shoot mi, then lie to mi family mek it seem like mi crazy fi get weh wid it.
Feel like seh a Adam nyam di apple n tell lie pon Eve enu
Man neva affi wicked suh
Shanique told me everything he told her and honestly I didn't bother clearing up shit. If dem waa believe him oh fucking well mmchtt.
Gone are the days mi wish fi clear up nothing, anything anybody think a suh it guh
And I hate the fucking apartment because every time I'm here, I'm overwhelmed by the horrible memories, and it's draining the life out of me.
Everyweh mi go inna the house, I get flashbacks. Sleeping in the bedroom is the worst; for some reason, it still smells like him, even after Sky cleaned the room.
I wanted to stay with my mother, but his family lives close to where she moved, and I just don't want to run into them.
Sky lives with her man, and I don't want to inconvenience them. Tassia lives with her mother, so that's not an option and I'd rather face anything than live with Shanique.
