Lusting For You

Sette- Lost Control

Ethan's arms were wrapped around my torso. My breaths started to return to normal. While I could feel the warmth coming from his body. I was running my hand up and down his chest. I could feel him pull me closer. I looked up at him, and stared into his deep brown eyes. I moved his hair that was covering his face. My hands stayed running through his hair that were now slightly tangled.

He moved closer before pressing his lips onto mine. My hand rested, while his arms kept me held close to him. I pulled away and smiled.

"Remember when you said to not make each other fall for one another" I said. He smiled and laughed.

"That was part of the promised after care"

"We should start getting dressed, so nobody will question what we are doing" I said sitting up.

I can explain, Ethan and I have only been friends with benefits for the past four months. I don't love him in that way, but only as a friend.

One night it was just the two of us in the house. Vic was at a girl's house, Thomas was out at his parents, and Damiano was out on the countryside. We were both bored, and possibly a little drunk, but you can see what became of that night.

Nobody knows, and I like it that way.

"I don't know you you deal with me and my 'desperation" he said in air quotes. His hands moved to put his hair back into a bun.

"Desperate man" I said in a joking way, using my phone as a mirror to make sure I looked ok. I noticed on my neck a dark red mark.

Shit

"What the hell Ethan!" I yelled.

"What is the-" he said until his eyes widened. He came. closer and stupidly tried to rub the mark off.

"Unless you wore lipstick, it's not going to come off"

"Shit, I'm sorry I must've lost control today" he said brushing my hair back to get a closer look. I rolled my eyes.

"Now I've got to cover this, look up ways to get rid of this quicker" is said still looking at it on my phone. I sat on the couch, and felt the couch indent next to me, I leaned onto his shoulder and looked at his phone.

"So nothing can get rid of it immediately, but if you ice it and then apply a warm compress"

"Well come on I'll grab the ice, you grab a wash cloth" I said getting up and grabbing his hand. "Wait" I said stopping before the door. "I'll go out first, and then you wait five minutes before coming out". He nodded in response and I left the shed.

I basically ran to the kitchen and stopped when I got to the fridge, opening the freezer and grabbing an ice pack quietly and went up the stairs.

Opening the door to my slight mess of a room. Setting the ice pack onto the desk, I put the remaining papers from earlier onto the desk. I laid down on the bed just to relax for a second.

Fucking Ethan

Sitting up I grabbed the ice pack and put it on the spot of my neck. I turned on my tv searching for a YouTube video to watch.

Currently I've been into watching paranormal videos. Hopefully one day I can convince everyone to do something like that with me. I found a video with a convincing enough title.

I laid in bed keeping the cold ice pack against my neck, was torture. Although it did feel nice since it's been so hot, it was still really uncomfortable.

I really hope nobody sees this, I would never hear the end of it from Vic. But I don't want Damiano to get the wrong idea.