THWS#3: The Deadliest Temptation ( Demon Cross V. Zamora ) On-Going

CHAPTER 12

CHAPTER 12

Mag tago habang buntis is not fucking easy to do!now i understand swan felt when she hide her pregnancy to Astro.

I leave Philippines for good and to continue my life. But it never been easy to do everything alone. Akala ko kaya kunang mag-isa kasi mag-isa lang naman ako noon sa condo ko but now i realize it was not that easy.

Stress, exhausted, feeling sick and emotional in a little things. Nag crave ako ng hating gabi, uumiyak ako sa maliliit na bagay how's stressing.

Ng labor month kona ay yung girls lang at sila papi kasama ko. Iyak ako ng iyak kasi ang sakit sakit!ang bwesit na swan sabi sa'kin kunti lang daw yung sakit na mararamdaman ko but putangina bakit ganito.

In December 25 i give birth to a healthy baby boy in a night that people are celebrating Christmas.

Four months past

"Ohh.. what's does my baby want?"Karga karga ko ito pinapatahan kakaiyak niya.

Ka gabi pa ito iyak ng iyak!wala akung tulog kakabantay sakaniya hindi ko nga alam kung bakit siya umiiyak.

Mas lumakas iyak niya kaya sinobukan kung ipa dede ngunit ayaw naman nito.

I put him down on the bed tsaka ako napa sabunot ng sariling buhok. Tumolo luha ko, i'm so stressed and tired, I once collapse and wake up seeing him crying hard.

"Ano ba gusto mo!?"I frustrated ask as if he could answer me."Baby....naman!wag mo naman akung pahiran ng ganito!!"I added at napa luhod nalang sa tabi ng kama.

Umiyak ako!ang hirap maging Ina!parang gusto ko nalang magpahinga kahit kunting oras lang napapagod na talaga ako.

Tumahan rin naman si Zayn kaya sinamantala ko yung pagkakataon upang kumain at maglinis tsaka ako naligo.

Paglabas ko gising na ito pero hindi naman umiiyak, I sigh then carry him.

"Gising na yung baby ni mommy..."I pitch his chubby cheeks and kiss his nick.

I heard him giggles at sa ganong paraan na wala lahat ng pagod ko.

Buhat buhat ko ito lumabas ng solid, I glanced over the table. Nag hahanap kasi ako ng yaya dahil hindi pwede nasa bahay lang ako always, i'm looking for a job since umalis ako sa pagiging obygen.

I took my phone and glanced at my cute little boy on lap."Hanap lang ng work si mommy..."I said he look at me confused.

Natawa ako sa expression ng mukha ng aking anak. Everything really change when he come.

"Hello Ms. Gorgeous.."Umirap agad ako sa bukad sa'kin ni Archer.

"Tigil tigilan mo'ko Mr. Archer!!"I said rolling my eyes."I need a work may recommen ka?"Aniya ko.

His a friend, and wala talaga akung balak maging kaibigan ito kaso nga lang nag kita kami nong nasa hospital ako then parati na itong naka dikit sa'kin.

"I have two but i bet you wouldn't accept it!"He replied kaya tumaas kilay ko.

"Bhalabhalala..."Gulat akung bumaling kay Zayn nakita itong kinakagat aking buhok kaya iniwas ko ito and kiss him.

"May kasama kang bata?"Tanong ni Archer sa kabilang linya kaya tinakpan ko yung phone ko at maingat na nilapag aking anak sa sahig tsaka nagtungo sa balcony.

"Nope just me."I simply answered."So ano nga yung trabaho?"I ask again.

"Family of Zamora needs a family doctor!"Natigilan ako sa sinabi niya.

Wala sa sariling napa baling ako sa anak ko ngayon naka higa sa sofa matt.

"Second there company is hiring for secretary of C.E.O!"I bite my tongue.

"Who's the CEO?"I asked.

"Mr. Hilton!"He replied.

Dahil sa sinabi niya ay yung second yung kinuha ko. Kahit na company nila iyon ay hindi ko naman siguro ma kikita doon si demon.

I'm just hoping dahil last time i know nasa Philippines ito.

I walk immediately to pick up Zayn after ending the called and give him a kisses all over his face.

"Baby ko...hanap si mommy ng yaya huh?so please baby don't give me a hard time...muah!!"I kiss him after what i said.

Ang maliit nito kamay ay sinosubokang hawakan aking mukha. I love the idea that Zayn has my eyes, hindi ko ata kakayanin makita sa kaniya si demon araw-araw.

I have trauma with guns!i always hate it and wanted to forget about it. Matagal na rin yon ngunit minsan napapanaginipan ko mapin.

That's why ganon nalang ang pagka hindi gusto ko makasalamoha ang mga mapapanganib na tao.

"I know when you grow up hahanapin mo si daddy but for now i'm hiding you from him."I softly whispered and hug Zayn.

His world is too brutal for you anak sana hindi mo ako husgahan sa desisyon na pinili ko dahil my reason isn't for my selfless but i'm protecting you from your own father cause his dangerous.

Sa ngayon itatago muna kita sa kaniya. Let's wait until god make his own way.

I was humming while carrying Zayn in my arms as i sway my hips, Zayn was a four month old and this baby of mine is never disappoint me at night!kung hindi umiiyak sa gabi ay gising naman ito.

Naka hawak maliit nitong kamay sa dib-dib ko naka pikit mata. Ang gwapo gwapo ehh may pinagmanahan, but i want him to grow in a safe society not in the world his father belong.

I hide Zayn from everyone even my mother didn't know i was pregnant when i leave the country. She was mad very mad to the point na muntik niya akung patayin sa galit niya.

If hindi lang talaga ako buntis that time aba hindi ko uurongan ang bruha na iyon. I was caught off guard when she grabbed my hair sa gulat ko imbis na makakipag suntokan dito inalala ko yung anak ko.

Gladly my girls came and kick her ass off!i can't imagine how swan slap my mother hard for her to lose her conciseness.

Iba talaga si swan. Iba ugali non pag magalit ehh.

Nang masigurong mahimbing ang tulog ni Zayn ay tsaka ko'pa ito maingat na nilapag sa kama bago ako nagtungo sa closet.

Tinignan ko yung pwede kung suotin bukas! formal attire, hayysss doctor then become a secretary!kung maari pwede naman akung maging doctor rin dito ang kaso nga lang mas maliit yung time na maibibigay ko Kay Zayn.

Ayaw kung lumaki itong yaya nalang parati kasama!ako yung ina kaya dapat ako yung nandon parati sa tabi niya lalo na ang bata pa nito.

Breastfeeding mom ako kaya kung matangap man ako nito bukas i need to left a my milk for him.

Ang hassle buti nalang yung beauty ko hindi nag fade kahit subrang stress Kona.