FIFTEEN

[4] Straight Friend

You were my crush
Used to be crush
You were my crush
Until i admitted it

Thursday night, Of all nights
At my birth month, a memorable month
I confessed what i feel
You were okay with it

The very next day, We started to become close
The following week, We became closer
Got called out by a teacher
Because you were too close to me
Like i was the title and you were the header

A conflict started
Not between us
But between someone
But somehow you got involved

I didn't want you involved
Every time I tell my side, i defend you
I say "it's not his fault"
Because it's really not your fault
None of that was your fault
But people kept insisting that somehow it was

I didn't listen
I didn't look
My eyes were glued at you
My heart was focused on keeping you
You're my first straight friend
I won't lose you my friend
All you have to do is stay
Because I know I will stay

No one saw it
But you supported me in times i need it
No one saw it
You became a friend material
In an instant

You weren't included in my league
But somehow you became qualified
Now that i don't want you to leave
I realized you're more than qualified

I hope you're always fine
Fine Fine
I haven't got to spend some time with you
These past few months

I hope you're always fine
Fine Fine
I haven't got to spend some time with you
These past few months

But you're still a friend of mine
A good friend of mine