Please Notice My Feelings

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But it's dangerous. I'm scared to get rejected that what if she doesn't like me too?

I'm not mentally prepared to get rejected huhu.

Did she at least notice my feelings?

Ngayon ay Huwebes hay last day of school week, hindi ko alam anong gagawin after recess pero walang English Subject ngayon.

I guess mag AP kami ngayon and guess what yung AP namin nagiging math na solving solving huhu.

Kailangan talaga ng Scientific Calculator, i guess i need to buy and as always she's being distant to me ewan ko paano ko ma solusyonan to.

I notice that i think she's feeling unwell and i sense it, kanina pa siya nasa upuan niya hindi man lang siya pumunta ni Liam para makipag daldalan.

Wanna know why i notice it? Cause palagi akong dumadaan sa seat niya hehe, Minsan kasi sa likod ako tumatambay kasi nandoon ang isang electric fan namin.

Finally! Tapos na sa AP at nag pa check kaagad kay Ma'am buti nalang gets ko kaagad ang lesson e, Palagi na din ako dumadala ng SciCal.

Oh malapit na pala mag lunch. 5 minutes til 12:00 o'clock, I hope she's okay i glance at where is right now and yeah she's busy with her phone but her eyes looks so tired.

After 5 mins lunch time na maya maya pa kami mag lunch kasi mag bibilhin pa sila Liam and Fiana sa labas, At kami ni ready lang namin yung upuan para pag dating nila mag kain nalang kami.

As usual sa harap ko padin sa uupo katabi niya si Fiana and Fae at katabi ko naman si Liam and Danise.

Bumalik na yung dalawa medyo matagal tagal din kaka simula ngang kumain ni Danise dahil gutom na raw siya. "Ang tagal niyo grabe" reklamo ko.  "Madami tao bumibili sa labas Gaia manahimik ka jan" sabi ni Fiana.

Umingay and then we start eating. The same kumakain habang nag seselpon at act nothing na parang wala lang sakin ang avoid-avoid niya sakin.

"Penge ulam Kyerianna" sabi ni Liam,
"Eh yoko nga" reklamo niya. I was flustered by the way she say hahaha tangina inlove na talaga ako, matagal tagal na rin yung pag approach niya sakin huhu i miss her.

Eating while selpon then suddenly Fae chat me

Fae:
Hey did you notice?

Me:
Na what?

Fae:
Kyerianna doesn't look well.

I immediately look at Fae na naka tingin na pala sakin, oh di din naman pala manhid to e.

Me:
Yeah napansin ko rin girl.

Fae:
Maybe she's sick siguro.

I stopped chitchatting with her dahil tinatamad ako and i'm kinda sleepy nadin. After we eat binalik namin sa dating formation ang upuan and i decided to sleep i'm kinda tired din maybe i only slept kanina mga 5 hours hays.

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After a long minutes have passed someone woke me up, "Hoy Gaia gising beh 1 na oh baka papunta na si Sir" pag gising niya sakin.

Wahh parang ang hirap igising e, gusto ko pa matulog huhu and i woke up ah dumami na pala tao sa room ang ingay ingay na din, i fix myself na kakagising lang hehe, At yun na nga nandito na si Sir inayos na projector dahil mag lelesson ata kami ngayon or another activity.

Katabi ko nga pala si Cale haha i literally forgot, ayos lang naman makatabi siya nothing to worry about. I focused myself to listen on every words that Sir spouted then my eyes palaging hinahanap siya pero wala?

Where is she?

"Cale alam mo ba asan si Kyerianna?" Tanong ko kay Cale he's focus to listened too. "Uhm nasa clinic raw siya" sabi niya What?

"Bakit?" Tanong ko nanaman, "Nilagnat siya and masakit ulo niya" sabi niya.

Oh kaya pala, i'm so worried now dumoble na hays, I want to go to clinic and anyways nasa likod ng pader ng board namin ay clinic na kaya malapit lang. I keep my patience at inintay matapos itong subject na to because i want to go to her, to check her how she's feeling.

After a long disscusion natapos na din, and my classmate said na wala raw si Ma'am ngayon next subject kaya free time na free time.

Dumiretso kaagad ako sa clinic and luckily hindi naka lock ang pinto so i was easily go in and go to her at habang papasok sinira ko yung pintuan. Pinuntahan kaagad ang bed where she's resting, mag isa lang siya dito and i see her sleeping peacefully.

I checked every inch of her body, and then umupo ako sa tabi niya naramdaman niyang may tao kaya she half opened her eyes.

Gumising kaagad siya, hindi na siya naka higa i put my hand on her forehead and damn ang init niya oh my god.

"Hey ang init mo" i said at inalis ang kamay ko sa noo niya. "How are you? May masakit ba?" I asked gently. "Masakit lang ulo ko" sabi niya while not looking at me. "Ang init mo Riana did you take medicine binigyan kaba nila?" Sabi ko, "Yes" she said.

"Balik ka sa pag tulog" i said, "Why are you so concern? Paano nalang malaman to ng jowa mo?" Sabi niya.

"Ha jowa?" I asked clueless. Anong jowa sino naman jojowain ko ha? Ikaw lang naman gusto kong jojowain Riana.

"Oo jowa mo" sabi niya naka higa, "Wala akong jowa what are you saying?" i said. "You know i reject my friend baka yun gina mean mo na jowa ko? Hindi ko jowa yun cuz i reject her nga i told her i like someone else slash no i love someone else already" pag papaliwanag ko sakanya.

She went silent.  "I'm worried to you Riana kanina ko pa napapansin you look so unwell and you always avoided me" sabi ko, "Is she the reason why you avoid me? Are you jealous?" Tanong ko

Nag tagal na ilang minuto bago pa siya sumagot, at dun parang aatakihin ako sa puso sa sagot niya.

"Yes i'm jealous Gaia because i like you" sabi niya while staring so deeply in my eyes.

TO BE CONTINUED.