"Next week everyone of you, the President and VP of your homeroom will participate in an organization...." the head director announced.
Dumaan ang ngiti sa aking pisngi.. the two of us...together.
What a great memory would that be.
"Pupunta ka?" nabalik ang wisyo ko sa sinabi ni Kyler.
"Oo naman. Kailangan eh.." I replied.... Tumango na lang ito sa akin.
It's a good thing, that Kyler doesn't know my feelings for him yet. Ewan na lang talaga pag nalaman niya ang totoo.....
Pero let's get to the present, makakasama ko na siya... At kami lang dalawa....
"Be there at 8:00 am." Nakitang kong chat ni Kyler.
I did what he said,but a bit earlier.....
"Andito ka na pala." aniya ng makita ako nito. Tumango na lang ako kase wala naman akong maisagot..
"Good day everyone!" the speakers of the school beamed.. "Dear homeroom presidents and vice... Please proceed to the gymnasium. Thank you." dagdag ng announcer.
I wondered what kind of organization would that be? Baka sa early pregnancy awareness program?
I shaked the thought when we got to the gym.
It was designed in a simple and an elegant way...
' LOVE ACTIVITY MONTH ' nakasulat sa banners.
So it's about love...... some love I can't get.
So kung activity to tungkol sa love, sana naman maturuan nila akong ma-crush back.
"Kim, dito tayo." ani ni Kyler...
" Love....." the director trailed off. "Different beliefs, but wanting to feel it." discuss pa nito.
" I guess... that's what everyone needs to feel wanted in the world." he added... "It's the one that would give us purpose to live... Right?" napatango ako.... Yes his love would make me feel that I can be wanted.
But..... it's impossible Kim....He can't love me the way I want him to be.
"So this upcoming week, we will have activities to unite love to everyone." He announced....
"And we want you the homeroom officers to help us build this program." We nodded....
we have no choice na man eh.
"We will discuss the activities to prepare next monday...." he sighed.. "DISMISSED."
Napakiwi naman ako sa singhal ni Kianna, my bff.
"Ehhh?" pag-iinarte nito, "Akala ko ba crush mo siya?! Dapat ipaglaban mo!" she said motivatingly.
"Ano naman kung si Sia ang gusto n-niya..." I trailed off, t4ngina takot ako. "paghanga lang naman eh."
"Hay naku Kim! Hindi ko na alam gagawin sa'yo."
I don't have the right para idis-approve ang kagustuhan ni Kyler kay Sia....It's not my position to dictate him to love me...
