I was there
standing and looking at you
memorizing every one of your breaths
I was there
counting every smile you gave me
only being able to breath when you smiled
I was there
thinking of the possibility of us
spending nights imagining you were there
I was there
loving you from afar
hoping you'd return my adoration
I am here
remembering how I fell in love with you
and how I fell out of it
because you weren't there
and you aren't here
