My reality is split, I'm stuck in this pit. eternal sorrow, I wallow, hoping for something to swallow, this fear. but untill then all u hear is this fear. Of maybe I'm not really here..
It's 9:38 am and I'm sitting in a desk as always. the loud classroom, plus the sinking feeling within is just enough to ache my skin. My heart hurts.. when will this stop, my brain feels as If it's also stopped.. I bite my lip and feel the blood drip down my chin, the deep feeling within. all of the sudden I'm in the bathroom again. carving my skin, the blood seeps in as if I'm young again, When the only blood that left my body was from falling off my bike or tripping over a kite, but now that the time is right everything is bright.. and there's no point in seeking light.
