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𝒞𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓉𝑒𝓇 28 : 𝘴𝘰𝘭𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴...𝘰𝘳 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘸𝘦?

Warning guys,this chapter contains mature themes ;) (IK FINALLY)
So if you don't like it you can skip almost a whole chapter ^^

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,,When is mommy coming home daddy?'' I whined,pulling the fabric on my dad's shirt
,,Well honey,if you're so interested why don't you just call her'' He said raising his eyebrow
,,Yes!'' I started jumping around him
,,Okay...And here you go'' He handed me his phone
,,Thank you daddy'' I smiled before taking his phone and run outside.I loved talking outside,waiting for my mom to come back

The sun stroke me right into eyes,so I went under umbrella and lay down on the deck chair.It was summer,17th of July.Also the day of my mommy's birthday
Me and dad planned everything.In the morning she went to get some pool things for our upcoming trip to Indonesia.While she was gone,we decorated the house with party stuff,bought her presents and baked strawberry cake.Her favorite

I was good with phones even when I was 6 years old, even though my mom thought I was still too young for them, and that they would brainwash me
I typed her number in,and dialed it.I sat in my deck chair,excitement rushing through my body as I waited for her to answer
It ringed a couple of times before the screen showed 00:00,and I heard her angelic voice

,,Hey honey'' She said
,,Hi mommy!!!'' I squeak through the phone
,,Oh hi baby,how are you? Do you need anything?'' She asked in calming way.I loved it
,,No mommy,I was just wondering when are you coming home? I miss you''
,,Oh baby I miss you too! I can't wait to celebrate my birthday with you two!'' She said
,,Me too mommy.But do you wanna know a secret?'' I asked lowering my voice so daddy couldn't hear me
,,I would love to'' She also lowered her voice,matching me

,,Daddy planned to take us out on a dinner tonight in that new Mexican restaurant you've been talking about.But don't tell him that I told you.Pretend like you have no idea'' I giggle
,,Oh is that so huh? Well thank you for telling me honey,and don't worry,your secret is safe with me'' She chuckles ,,What should we wear then''
,,Hmmm'' I take a couple of seconds to think ,,I know! How about those dresses that you bought us?''
,,That's a great idea!'' She says.I could hear her laughing

,,So when are you coming home?'' I asked looking at the sky.It was baby blue,with a couple of clouds in it
,,Soon,I'm driving now back,so probably in 20 minutes''
,,Okay mommy,I love you'' I smile
,,I love you to ba-''
She didn't even finish her sentence before loud crash blasted my ears.I thought daddy's phone died,but the call was still on
Soon,I heard people in the background screaming,shouting.Some of them called ambulance
,,Mommy? Are you there?''  I asked,not knowing what's going on
But nobody replied
,,Mommy'' A tear rolled down my cheek ,,Mommy? Mommy!''

I woke up gasping for air. I was all sweaty and hot to the touch. I put my hand over my heart, still trying to get oxygen to my brain
,,Lillie,are you okay'' I heard Andrew voice beside me.I opened my mouth but nothing came out
He turned me around so I could look at him and grabbed my hands

,,Lillie,look at me'' My vision was blurry,and I couldn't see straight
,,Lillie,please'' He told me once again and I somehow managed to look at him.His eyes were soft,a look of concern washing over them.Moonlight stroked through blinds,giving him perfect shine
,,Breathe deeply Lillie, take it easy.I'm here with you''
And I did as he told me.Slowly and deeply.He calmed me until I was normal again

,,Thank you Andrew'' I said wiping my head with a towel
,,Lillie,seriously, don't thank me.You don't have to. Are you alright now?'' He asked still holding my hand
,,Yeah,it was just a nightmare again'' I put towel down ,,Nothing serious''
,,Again?'' He asked confused ,,About what? If you don't mind me asking''
,,Yeah I'm okay'' I exhaled ,,Its okay I'll tell you''
I make myself comfortable on the bed,and look Andrew in his eyes
,,It's a long story,but shortly said,I have nightmares about the day my mother died'' I say looking down at my hands ,,I was six at the time.It was summer,her birthday.She went out to get some things,and my dad and I took that opportunity to decorate the house.I desperately wanted to talk to her,so that's what I did.I called her from my dad's number,and talked to her.We were about to end our call when I heard a loud crash through the phone''