Rather drown.

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I'd rather drown, 

suffocate and never wake again

then ever have to live a day without this perfect torture. 

You hurt and scar my heart then love and heal me,

You make me feel like the real me while making me feel like a fake,

You break my heart and soul just to make me whole again. 

It's devastating and liberating, 

all of you is a perfect, broken, lovely, horrible mess that can cause so much to me. 

and if this isn't good for me then sue me. 

I'll love you forever, 

because I don't know how not to. 

Hurt me and love me, ignore me and hear me, care for me and walk away, I'll be right here. 

It's who i am. 

I am the one who stays right there. 

the one always by your side with no need to be by mine. 

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