I'd rather drown,
suffocate and never wake again
then ever have to live a day without this perfect torture.
You hurt and scar my heart then love and heal me,
You make me feel like the real me while making me feel like a fake,
You break my heart and soul just to make me whole again.
It's devastating and liberating,
all of you is a perfect, broken, lovely, horrible mess that can cause so much to me.
and if this isn't good for me then sue me.
I'll love you forever,
because I don't know how not to.
Hurt me and love me, ignore me and hear me, care for me and walk away, I'll be right here.
It's who i am.
I am the one who stays right there.
the one always by your side with no need to be by mine.
YOU ARE READING
Poems of a mended artist.
Poetrythis will be a part two to my other set of poems. please read them but they are not needed to understand these. These will be much sadder than my original ones usually.