𝔸𝕝𝕝 𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕗𝕠𝕣 ℂ𝕙𝕣𝕚𝕤𝕥𝕞𝕒𝕤//𝕁𝕖𝕠𝕟.𝕁𝕦𝕟𝕘𝕜𝕠𝕠𝕜/𝔽𝔽

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»Autsch!That hurt !I'm sorry!I'm very sorry but please just stop!«
»Why did you go without telling me?Why?I didn't know where you were and with WHO!«
»I'm sorry really but please stop !There weren't man's!I just went for a walk!«
»Why without me ?Why don't you told me about it?I'm you Boyfriend!«
»I know yes but you were with your friends like always!Sometimes I feel just like in a prison !I'm a human too! You can't just hurt me every time like this !I just went for a walk!«
»What did you say in a prison this isn't a prison.I'm sorry if you feel like this I just want you to be safe from all the men's...«
»Yes,yes,yes...you don't trust me why?I would never cheat on you!«
»I know but ,but....«
»What but?You know what I'll go!I'm done with you!«
»No please!Y/n I love you!I'll change ,pls !
I'll do everything you want please!Give me a second chance!«
»You mean thirteenth chance?Jackson how can I ever trust you again you used to hurt me too much.«
»I know I'll never ever hurt you again!«
»Promise!«
»I'll!Everythings fine again?«
»Yes but my.....your phone.«
»Oh yes sorry I forgot that I wanted to meet up with my friends today....sorry but I have to go ,bye see you!«
»Sure....bye..«

Now I'm here alone.I just heard the door get closed and that's it.The same as always.My body hurt from all the punches I've got.Tomorrow I'll
have bruises everywhere.
Aishhh!Why?Why is it always the same but I can't change anything?So I actually can but why I let everything done with me?I'm so done and that since 3 years I actually stopped counting how often he used to hurt me so I'm easily saying thirteen times all the time.But is it actually what I was made for?
To get punched all the time and treated like shit?I'm just 26 and thinking about doing suicid .I don't want to life like that longer !
I wish I'd have a boyfriend who is just like in the K-Dramas .But to be honest who don't want to have a boyfriend like that?
But maybe Jackson is the right one and I love him.Don't I?