When I can't sleep

You Don't Love Me Like You Say You Do

It's crazy when you love someone & they don't feel the same
They might have felt it at first but that was a  long time ago
So now you're dissociating
Made a ocean so we'd be on separate shores
Cause unrequited love is something I don't do
Loving everything about you
It's ubsurb never felt this way before
But you feel the same way about 4 different women
Guess where just some tool to use & to lie to
Accept you asked me to be yours
That's crazy when you love someone & they don't feel they same
Tossing & turning
Asking for love to no avail
You don't love me
You love the things I do to you
You don't love me
You said you wouldn't but you fucking did
You don't love me
You love what I do for you
I'm young not dumb
I lack intellect in certain things
Life is something I'm figuring out & apparently you are too
At you're big age this shouldn't be a problem
Probably why you where alone
Should've never came back around
People only let you down
A disappointment & a disgrace
You lied to my face like I'm dumb or something
Thought you'd have more grace
Caution tape around my heart
I ignored all the alarms
Next time I'll keep my expectations low
Should've known by now
I keep giving out pieces of me
Maybe I take myself for granted
Been drinking all my feelings are fucking mixed
I hate you but love you
Shouldn't reminisce but it's good to have feelings
If I were you I'd never let me go
But you don't give a damn about me
You don't notice me
I want to know you but you're so cold
Resevered is the best way to say it
You care about nothing
Not a caring bone in your body
Unreal how I'm attracted to you
Only want to be yours
Compromising myself saying:
I'll be good
I'll listen
I'll be submissive
I'll change
NOTE TO SELF YOU'RE PERFECT THE WAY YOU ARE
There is nothing wrong with you
Change the person not yourself
Someone out there in this world will love you exactly the way you are
Flaws & all

Thxs for reading guys I'll be updating soon & if it's a topic you want me to talk about just message me☺️Try & enjoy life loves cause it's to short to be miserable