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8.12.23
every day
i am completely
filled
with never-ending
melancholy.
i have forgotten myself
without it
when i forget it always
comes
back.
i wonder when will
i
be
free?
i can't let it consume.
i mustn't.
but i have forgotten how life
is
without
it.
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i miss when life
felt like a
memory.
this may sound strange
but there was this specific
feeling
that looked like a blurry picture.
blurry
bright
comforting
i miss it so much.
i can't live in the past forever.
i am aware of that.
people go
people come
but why can't i ever go
through it?
i feel like i will never
know peace.
i am sick of wanting
such simple things
and
never ever getting
them.
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i want to live somewhere else.
change cities
become someone new
i am sick of this
'me'.
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i want to put everything on fire.
