LOVE or LUST (yoonkook)

my baby (79)

"hyung, do you know where jungkook has gone ?" Asked yoongi when he came downstairs for dinner

"He told me that he was going somewhere but where ! ....he didn't tell me" said Jin

"It's getting late .... When will he come" yoongi mumbled sadly but it was audible to others

"Ohhhh someone's missing his boyfriend....I feel so single" said jimin pouting and teasing yoongi

"Huh ! ...n...no ...I'm not .... Shut...SHUTUPPPPPPPP" said yoongi getting frustrated and others chuckled

"Stop teasing my hyung okay?" Said taehyung side hugging yoongi

"Don't worry hyung , he'll be back in no time" said hobi assuring yoongi and they dig into food

Yoongi took some bites and stopped eating

"I'm done" saying this yoongi went to his room without looking at others

"Where that idiot bunny has gone to ?.. He should've at least informed yoongi-hyung" said namjoon getting mad

"He said it was something urgent ....I wonder what is it" said jin

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With jungkook

"All these years you didn't approach him for once....why !" said jungkook

"We had ..... We .... Were ......"

"We were..... too disappointed in ourselves....we didn't let our son do whatever he wanted to do instead we forced our own desires on him .... We gave him a trauma for life....what kind of parents were we ? ...he must hate us ...we deserve it......" said the lady interrupting her husband

"No .... What are you saying mother..he can't .... yoongi-hyung can't hate you ...he doesn't ! .... All these years when you were too scared to face your son, he used to think that you were too ashamed to see him....he thought he disappointed his parents because of his own desires , his own dreams....he thought he was selfish.....he blamed himself for everything" said jungkook

Jungkook was there to meet yoongi's parents .... Seeing yoongi missing his parents every moment he couldn't stop himself and decided to sort out the matter .... He hesitantly asked yoongi's parents to meet but was stunned when they immediately agreed to meet him without any question it seemed like they were waiting for this moment

"He isn't .... He's not selfish at all...why would he think like that ...why!" Said yoongi's father

"That's because you never had a proper conversation with your son... That's because you didn't even try to clear your misunderstandings ....I'm sorry for being so rude but as an adult you should've took the first step ... whatever happened in past you should've remembered that he was your own son...how could you just leave him alone fighting for his life" said jungkook getting mad and hurt at the same time

"I'm sorry ....I'm really sorr....."

"SORRY CAN'T FIX HIM..d..do you even know how many times he stumbled ...he fell ...he got up on his own ... We were there but no one can replace a mother or a father ....he was mentally depressed ...he fought on his own ...he never complained ....we cried to our parents while he was standing there alone ... you should've been there mother!" Said jungkook and tears escaped his eyes as he got reminded of yoongi's face when he tortured him but he didn't complain to anyone

When their group was getting so much hate , the time was so critical for them and they decided to leave the group ... They used to cry but their parents would encourage them

They used to visit their home often or whenever they felt Low while yoongi never left the dorm nor he cried in front of any of them .... He could never let them know what he was going through but they somehow found it and after sometime he wrote the song which actually described his feelings and struggles

It was now that he actually started smiling and laughing but still his smile had a slight pain

We failed as parents ....I failed as a mother ....I left my kid alone when he needed me the most....how could I do this" said yoongi's mother and she started crying

"Then do it now mother .... If you're really sorry for him, if you really wanna be his mother.... please go and meet him, hug him , tell him that he has not disappointed anyone...tell him that you love him the most" said jungkook kneeling in front of her

"I ....I'm too .... Sc...scared ... How will he react ... Will he forgive us" said yoongi's father

"He will! ....just meet him .... Just sort it now and let him know that he's loved by his parents too" said jungkook

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With yoongi

"That little bastard ..... I'm gonna kill him ...how dare he leave without saying a word ....I will kill him tonight" thought yoongi gritting his teeth while tossing and turning on his bed

"Has he found someone els.....nooooooooooooo .....how can I even think about it ....he loves me the most ... ..then where has he gone" thought yoongi and decided to watch a movie on his laptop

He called jungkook before watching the movie but he didn't pick up

Soon he heard his room's door opening and saw jungkook standing there

"So you came huh .... You bastard ....don't talk to me ...I won't forgi.........."

Yoongi couldn't speak further as he was tightly wrapped in jungkook's arms

"I love you hyung" said jungkook and pecked on yoongi's forehead while a tear escaped his eye

"W...what happened ... Are you....okay ?....kookie ...what's wrong ... Are you hurt somewhere .... Tell me ....I'm scared" said yoongi getting panicked

"I'm fine hyungie .... I just .... Uhmm...I missed you so much" said jungkook and pecked on yoongi's lips

"You missed me ?....then you should've taken me with you to wherever you were going" said yoongi pouting and jungkook chuckled

"I'm sowwy meow .... Let's cuddle" said jungkook and before yoongi could protest he was already on bed

Jungkook laid beside him and pulled him closer to his chest ...he cuddled him in a protecting way

"Are you really okay ?" Asked yoongi looking up at jungkook

"I'm absolutely fine baby ..... I actually missed you" said jungkook and yoongi smiled shyly

He closed his eyes feeling lighter and relief

"I'm sorry for hurting you hyung ..... You've gone through so much but not anymore! I will fill your life with happiness .... My baby will enjoy the rest of his life while laughing and giggling with me" thought jungkook and closed his eyes

They both drifted into sleep