Trent's POV I'll admit it I missed Kaoka so bad, she has never left my mind since that day she moved to London. I never realised what I had until she left me, very weekend I was out drinking getting with different girls, just to fill the void in my heart that she left. The day she left I felt so guilty, I had cheated on her with Hannah but I couldn't tell her that I never wanted her to think that she wasn't good enough for me when in reality she was way to good for ME, I had to lie and tell her I wanted to focus on my career. It was just a drunk mistake that cost me my whole world
I thought that dating Hannah would help me erase Kaoka from my mind, but when I saw her that night everything just came back to me and I knew I had to do something now before I regret it.
Don't get me wrong Hannah is a lovely girl but I just don't feel the same love I felt when I was with her. I just don't know what to do, thoughts have been filling my head since that night at the clubs, me and Hannah got into a major argument about it, she said she has a feeling that Kaoka wasn't just any other old friend I mean she isn't wrong but I just don't think she is ready to hear that.
As I sat in the boot room I couldn't help but zone out as robbo was talking to me. "Trent you right there mate" robbo said as he waved his hand in my face, "uh yeah robbo I'm good, what were you saying" I said as I looked at him.
Robbo knew that his best mate hasn't been in the right place all week and he knew exactly what the cause was "its her isn't it" he said as he put one hand on Trent's shoulder "who, Han yeah me and her got into a huge argument the other night just thinking on how to apologise to her" Trent said as he nervously rubbed the back of his neck hoping that his friend didn't catch on to his lie. "Trent you know who I am talking about" robbo said lifting one eyebrow up and looking at Trent "who Kaoka, yeah I saw her out the other night, nothing really happened init" Trent said nonchalantly as he stood up "yeah Trent keep telling yourself that" robbo said as he got up and left Trent alone in his own thoughts
Kaoka's POV Perrie and saff invited me to go watch the boys train today, I just was a little reluctant to go because that meant that I would see him again. However I did miss they boys and they really wanted me to visit them, so I had no other choice but to just go plus Tyler said he would pick me up from there so I can't finally pick up my car from their house
I quickly changed into something comfortable as perrie and saff were on their way. I let my hair flow out in the natural curls and did some light makeup before heading downstairs as perrie and saff were outside waiting for me.
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As I entered the car, I greeted the girls before we made our way to the training grounds while singing out all little mixes old songs. The girls laughed loudly as they walked into the training grounds, nothing could wipe the smile of their faces, they just missed being around each other
The girls made their way outside to the stands and watched as the boys all came rushing towards Kaoka and the girls. Soon Kaoka was smashed into a hug by 10 different sweaty men, "okay that's enough you all stink and are so sweaty she said as they all laughed. As they all caught up just chatting the gaffer called the boys over to continue training, Kaoka noticed someone missing, that's was until he ran out of the building on to the field.
Trent's POV I can't walk out now she is literally here it's just gonna be awkward she is talking to everyone I'm just gonna make it weird if I walk out now
Not long later the gaffer walked towards the field which meant training was continuing now, this was my sign to head out aswell
The whole training I could tell the boys were eager to ask me a bunch of questions as they all kept looking at me and then back at Kaoka who mind you looked so beautiful with her curls, I missed playing with
No Trent you can't think like that your with Hannah
Kaoka's POV training had ended shortly but we were all talking that we didn't notice the boys heading back into the changing rooms. I had met another girl named noa who was Cody gakpo's girlfriend, she was so beautiful and unbelievably nice for meeting her once, i was so comfortable with her that I literally spilt my whole situation with Trent to her. I was just smiling as I watched the girls talk about everything and anything that's when it went dead silent and they all looked behind me with big eyes, which scared me little, as I turned around I was met with his big brown eyes that missed looking into.
"Um K, Tyler said he couldn't make it to pick you up so he asked me" he said while looking between me and the other three girls who just looked at him not saying a word. "Oh it's okay I'll ask perrie to drop me off" Kaoka said as she gave the boy a friendly smile "actually the cars kind full babe Curtis and Alex are coming with us and Harvey aswell" perrie said as kaoka looked at her and felt betrayed by her friend "She's all yours Arnold" saffie said as noa pushed her lightly towards Trent. Kaoka quickly got up and followed Trent while she kept looking back at the girls pleading for help with her eyes but all they did was smile and wave at her "pfff what friends" she said lowly to herself under her breath
Trent had turned his car on as we just sat there in complete silence as he drove home. Kaoka kept her eyes out on her side of the window not wanting to make eye contact with him or have any awkward conversation. They had finally arrived at the house and as Kaoka was getting ready to get out of the car Trent's voice stopped her dead in her tracks
"Kaoka what are we doing" Trent said as he let out a sigh "what do you mean Trent" she smiled at Trent but Trent could see the hurt and pain in her eyes. "I mean us Kaoka are we just not gonna talk about it ,are we just gonna act like nothing happened" Trent said as he turned to the girl who was just looking down at her lap playing with her bracelets
"Trent that was a year ago and there is no more US, you made that clear the day we broke up and your with Hannah now" Kaoka said slightly raising her voice as she felt herself getting heated, she bit her lip trying to stop the tears from flowing down her face, she hated herself for crying in front of him, she wanted him to know that she had fully moved on from him but the tear's threatening to fall down her face wasn't helping her.
"Can't you just fucking be honest with yourself for once Kaoka, I know you moved all the way back here just to come and rekindle something you left behind, Trent said also raising his voice "you know Trent I've moved on from this, I'm not gonna sit here and argue with you about this" Kaoka said as she let the tears finally flow down her face and opening the door of the car and walking out
"Yeah, that's right leave like you always do" Trent said in the heat of the moment but instantly regretting it again. "You're an actual dick, I hope you know that" Kaoka said as he slammed his car door and walked towards her car and driving out of the driveway and sped off. Trent sat there in his car and hit his steering wheel. Fuck what's wrong with me he said to himself as he got out of the car hoping no one saw what just happened, he wasn't in the mood to answer anyone's questions or listen to anyone's lectures
Ahhhh the heart break tbh I wanted them to argue more but I just didn't have an idea what to write 😭😫😫😫not me being toxic 🤣🤣
