walking dead oneshots

carl x y/n 🥺

P.s you and carl are close in age

"Get back here!" Carl says happily as he laughs as I giggle as I run around the couch "no!" I giggle as he runs up behind me and hugs me as I giggle softly as he hugs me as he kisses my cheek "I gotcha" I smile as I turn around and hug him as I smile and kiss him softly as I rub his cheek. He pulls away and smile as I lean my head against his chest "I never want you to leave..." he smiles and makes me look up at him gently "I'm not leaving y/n"

I stand outside the house as I see Rick and see michonne  as carl lays on the ground dieing from the walker bite rick turns to me looks at me sadly as I slowly wall to carl and kneel down beside him "you said you wouldn't leave...what am- are we supposed to do without you..." I move my hand to my stomach as carl crys softly "it will be ok y/n I promise..." carl picks up Rick's gun and looks at us as he whispers "I have to do it" I shake my head as I softly grab the gun as I sit beside  him "i-i will do it.." I cry heavily as I keep wiping away my tears "I love you so much carl..so much" I softly rest hos hand on my stomach as I rub his hand softly as I lean down and kiss his forehead "rest well my love.." I slowly stand up as Rick and michonne walk outside as I stand and shakeingly hold up the gun as I cry as I close my eyes and pull the trigger as I jump slightly as I my arm falls to my side as my shoulders shake. I walk out the door as stare at the ground as Rick looks at me as he crys as opens his arms as I slowly walk to him and hug him tightly as I scream in sadness

We walk back to hilltop as the gates open I keep my eyes on the ground as I hold Carl's old shirt in my hand as I push past everyone and I stop and look up and see Maggie she looks at me as I begin to cry again as she hugs me softly as she rubs my head as Rick comes up and hands me a note I smile sadly "he wrote one for you and..the baby" I grab them shakeing as I slowly walk into Rick's house and into Carl's room as I lock the door and crawl onto his bed and hug a pillow as I scream and cry

It's later now and I turn on one of the lamps as I pull out the letters as I run my hand over the paper as I open the one for me

To y/n..
I'm writing this and we'll I guess if your reading this I'm no longer there beside you. I'm so sorry babe. I'm so sorry that your going to be going through this all alone and i broke our promise.
I remember when we first ment I had no interest in girls...I was still to much of a boy but I remember when we found you you were a year older then me you where so scared of everyone haha..dad made me go talk to you and ever since that day you followed me around like a duckling..then we got older and we lost people we where there for each other...then the day I realized I'd had the biggest crush on you...no matter how many times I was a teenage brat you put up with me I love you so much it- it hurts to write this letter knowing I'm leaving you and our baby..

P.s I leave you all of my comic books and my room I know you always liked my comic books♡

Tears fall from my eyes as I laugh slightly at the end as I wipe my eyes as I ear a knock on the door I look at the door and look down "go away.." Rick leans hos head against the door "y/n I have some food and something for you" I sigh and put the letters down and I slowly walk to the door as I hesitately open the door as I see Rick with tear strained face as he has something wrapped in some cloth and a plate of food...Carl's favorite..I forgot. I take the food and the wrapped object as I slowly close the door and I lock it again as I set the food door and slowly unwrap the object and its..Carl's pistol not loaded "that figures.." I put the gun down as I walk towards the second letter to our baby as I sit down and rub my stomach as I read it

Hi baby girl or boy I'm sure your mommy has told you alot about me first I'm sorry for leaving you and mommy but daddy got hurt real bad. I just hope you know you were loved when you were just a little bean in your mom's tummy. I just hope your not causing any troubles for your mom she's a very scary lady when she's mad..I'm just playing just be good and remember your daddy loved you and your mom grow up and be just like me and your momma protect you family it's all we all got now

Love your dad carl♡

I cry softly as I smile as I lay down and crawl under the covers as I fall asleep into a dreamless sleep.