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TW: Mention of death/sewer slide

I'm ready y'all, Satan needs to take my soul already

Like, I'm not scared of death at all, and I know a lot of people out there aren't until they meet it face to face, but honestly, I'm ready

Just 2 years ago I had attempted suicide, I'm kinda mad it failed because now I have to deal with constant supervision, people feeling bad, it's honestly tiring.

The one thing I wish did change though was my mom, nearly everyone around me had changed after 6/8/2021 except her. She was the cause so I'm kinda not surprised.

But the thing is, she's that kind of person in your life who you'll absolutely HATE but then kinda love at the same time, like, she's my MOM. So obviously I'm supposed to love her, right

I'm sorry to have to burden you with this news, but I just need some where to put it that isn't my mind or soke therapist.

Thank you for your time.

And remember, it's all just one big butterfly effect.

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