(Afternoon)
I'm irritated...
I have tons of lectures
And papers to finish.
I don't know which direction
I'm leading myself...
I wanna to have a routine
But I couldn't follow anything.
Have exams on Sunday afternoon.
I want my dream desperately
BUT I'M NOT UP FOR ANYTHING.
I know that but won't get my ass
To work hard.
I just don't wanna run away...
But still need it.
Wanna achieve it...
But why Am I not
Doing anything.
I 'm ashamed of myself.
I don't know what I want or
Know what I'm feeling right now...
THE MUTE FEELING TO DIE.
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