(A/n this story includes mention of smutt self harm and other things lime that)
I have school in the morning.
I should probably be sleeping. But instead im reading smutt. Its gay smutt wlw it not the best smutt ive read but its alright.
Im nearly at the end of the chapter when i start to feel funny. I know this feeling I get kind of lightheaded, I feel like i need to cry but i cant. My head is like a cage and i can do anything. God i want to do it so bad i need to do it. Fuck my life i have school in the morning amd P.E. im going to watch something instead amd do a fqcemask.
Putting the facemask on is relaxing.
The cool mask against my skin as i apply it. Its calming me down but the urge is still there. I put on "but im a chearleader" its a favourite pf mine at the moment.
Im at the scene where the title comes from. When i feel thr urge but stronger this time. I dont want to i really dont want to. But its all i can think about its all i can feel, the urge is taking over i just give in.
I take off my phone case and choose one of the blades. Im cutting, deep i dig into my skin and drqg across. Not even just on the insodes but everywhere it hurts so much i feel numb and in pain.
Im crying its been an hour since i startered. My arm is a mess so ive moved on to my leg im cutting so hard and it hurts. It hurts so much. I cant think im lightheaded i feel week i cant think....
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Heyyyyy 2nd chapter yayyyy im sorry this one is so short but it was writing this or doing smthn srupid
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