del rey. apple. rodrigo. plath. woolf. 90s teen flicks. i cried watching lady bird 5x. you wish your life was written by greta gerwig and directed by sofia coppola. you love jo march; you think you were her. but you are just as messy as danielle in shiva baby. you love leaning into existential dread, and you find comfort in writing your feelings in a diary. it is always your dream to meet your favorite poets. screaming lorde's songs at the top of your lungs. i know deep down that there's a teenage girl living inside of me.
and i love the feeling of it.