First Love ˗ˏˋ ♡ ˎˊ˗

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jazmine's pov  ˚ ༘♡

his lying on my chest , my heart is racing but why ? i've never felt like this toward anyone especially not with brady , it's just so natural with him , everything we do it's just normal but recently i'm feeling a change not a bad change but a change , 'his laugh , his voice , his hair when he wakes up , his freckles , the way his kind to everyone , his scent , the way his never been mean to me even if we'd been in an argument , the way he helps me with my outfits or my hair' , what am i thinking omg , he's lying on my chest and it feels like this feeling is new but it's not , why is that ? it seems as if he doesn't even acknowledge what he's doing but i'm acknowledging it for the first time and this isn't normal for friends , but i like it and it's been like this since forever, why is it bothering me now , not bothering in a bad way but a good way , he's breathtakingly beautiful i mean i always knew that and i always told him that but i never really paid mind to it , it was just US i didn't think anything of it , people always asked if were together but that's weird because what makes them think that , my face is heated just by him laughing at the show , i'm barely paying attention to the tv i'm just in deep thought , i love brady probably more than anything , i'd do anything for him and i know he'd do anything for me , don't get me wrong i love connor too , i'd do anything for him aswell would he for me but it's just different i don't know why , my mind feels like it's about to explode, he makes me feel good , i never tell him when i'm feeling down or ugly for that matter but it's like he knows he'll always remind me of my beauty , he's the reason i don't feel as shitty about myself anymore , he calls me his bunny , he's the only one who has called me that , it's as if everyone knew that it was his nickname for me , i remember the day like it was yesterday , the day we met , i was in my front yard i had a beautiful bunny which i loved tremendously, him , his mon and brother walked by he stopped and asked me her name , i said she was peanut , she had a light brown fur almost the colour of peanuts , he told me his name so did his brother , his mom was really sweet and connor really wanted to stay and play with peanut but his mom couldn't just let him stay at random people's homes so she asked me to get my mom and she got her number and they instantly clicked and became bestfriends , so did i with her kids which i'm so extremely grateful for , he knew how much i loved peanut and he started calling me bunny and i hated it , but once peanut passed i just accepted it , it reminded me of her , he's always been sweet toward me , i love connor like my brother , but i have a different love for brady , a special love

Brady's pov ・°☆

why do i feel different , i'm lying on her chest and my face is heated, but why ? i've never felt this feeling toward jaz it's always been normal for us , i hear her heart beat , it's fast ,i wonder what she's thinking , jazmine is one of my  bestfriends , my closest and longest bestfriends she's always been there for me and never once gave up on our friendship 'she's sweet , she loves bunnies , her hair smells like lavender my favourite , her eyes are beautiful , her laugh , her smile when she's extremely excited about something , the way she's always by my side , her lips are a rosy shade of pink , i love how short she is it's kinda funny , her hair is long and soft i love helping her with it and her -' what am i thinking , what the fuck is going on , it's like my mind won't shut up , i don't want it to though i live thinking about jazmine , for some reason it feels different though i still don't know what it is , i love jazmine i'd do anything for her , i know she'll do anything for me , she's comforting and kind to others , she's the only one i've cried in front of besides my mom , i don't know why , everyone always thinks we're together it's funny , i'm glad we are the way we are though i don't think i'd ever want her to change the way she looks at me or the way she gets excited when my mom is telling her a story or when i make her blush which is my favourite, i'm just comfortable around her , she's the most beautiful women i've ever seen , she's my bunny , i don't think i'll ever be able to live without her , but i still feel weird not in a good way , i just don't know what it is , but i'm not going crazy , right ?

what is going on here 🤨

ik brady's part is shorter , jaz thinks to much idk why she started thinking about the past , she's giving me a lot of work 🙄

i have a whole schedule for chapters , ideas and what i'll write them on so i don't have to think too hard on ideas so i hope you enjoyed this little self  confession from brady and jaz

ohhhhh , we're number 6 on "#bradynoon" i'm tremendously grateful thank you 🩷