They deserve to know

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"BUT DAD YOU CAN'T.. PLEASE STOP!!! YOU DONT UNDERSTAND!!! I-"

His voice was piercing my ear drums. He sounded hopelessly helpless, I had no idea what to do. But wait, who is this person? And what were they arguing with their dad for?

"I LOVE HIM OKAY? I DONT CARE WHAT YOU THINK! YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING!!"

He launched his phone into the wall beside him, and didn't care one bit that it cracked.

I ended up making eye contact with him, and his deep chocolate-shaded eyes.

"Phil?" I swear I heard him say.

It felt as if I was shaking, or someone was shaking me...

"PHIL"

I jolted awake, realizing I was having a nightmare basically as I was in a cold sweat.

"Phil, are you okay? You kept sobbing or something in your sleep." Dan informed me with a noticeably concerned look upon his face.

"Was I really? Oh... Yeah I was having a really weird dream, I don't even know." I shrugged in confusion, I really had no clue as to what this meant.

"Do you remember what happened in it? Maybe it's another one of your lucky dreams" Dan winked at me and chuckled a bit.

I simply smiled as well as I could and said, "I hope not, as this one didn't seem very lucky..."

Dan's smile faded nearly instantly. "W-What do you mean?"

"Well..." I began, trying to think of the best possible way to explain this. "You see, there was someone screaming on the phone to his dad... Things like 'you can't do anything!' Or 'I don't care what you think!' And 'I love h-' wait.."

Oh my god. I know what this is. The brown eyes too, I remembered the brown eyes. It was him, and his dad. Dan and his dad fighting. About me.

"Phil what's wr-"

"Dan. It was you. You were screaming at your dad on the phone. And it was about me." I told him straight-up, with zero emotion in my voice.

Knowing that my dreams came true last time actually made me scared to death about this one because well, what if the bad ones come true too?

"Look Phil, it'll be okay. This is only once you've had this dream, it probably means nothing. I mean, you can't actually think that all your dreams are gonna come true, can you?" Dan half-smiled a bit, attempting to lighten the mood and free me of worry.

I smiled in response to the best of my ability, "yeah, I guess you're right. It'd be silly to think that."

Well I hope he's right, at least. I guess we'll see...

Dan pulled me close and kissed me softly.

"Yes it would be silly, so don't think that." He whispered, stroking my cheek as he held my face in his hands.

God he knew just how to make me feel better.

I smiled again because I just couldn't resist the urge to when he was being so sweet.

"Wanna get up and go grab some coffee at Starbucks or something? I actually really want one right now." I attempted to beg him with my pout face and puppy eyes, as I knew he would find this cuter than ever now that I'm his boyfriend.

"Sounds great to me, babe. Plus I could never say no to you now." He grinned again and kissed my cheek before dragging himself outta bed.

"You know, let's just go out in our pyjamas because... Because why not" I shrugged.

I had I propose this offer as I really didn't feel like bothering to even get changed.

"Yes, I'd love that. But you know the rules, you don't have to ask cause I can't say no to you, remember?" Dan asked, obviously attempting to kill me with his adorable comments.

"I'll remember that, Daniel." I winked.

Oh I really could have some fun with this rule, I thought.

We put heavier jackets on before heading out, as it was freezing cold during this bloody time of year. It was a good thing we linked hands before stepping out the door, as I almost slipped and fell on my ASs.

"Oi, stop being so clumsy." He remarked, obviously sarcastically.

"How can I not be when I've got you holding onto me?" I shot back, trying not to laugh.

"I don't know whether to think that's cute or to take it personally." Dan couldn't help but giggle.

"Just go with both." I smirked.

He just gripped my hand even tighter.

We strolled into Starbucks, still holding each other's hand because we just didn't care if people saw. Okay well we did, but it was 9am, what kind of fan of ours or someone who knew us would even be nearly awake at this time?

That's right, nobody.

I just ordered myself a chai tea, while Dan got a white chocolate mocha.

We were literally the only people in the place, besides the employees, so we continued to just hold hands and be all cute while we waited for our drinks.

"Here you are, a chai tea for Phil, and a white chocolate mocha for Dan!" The worker girl, Emma said.

We thanked her and left a small tip. Leaving tips was a tad issue of mine, honestly. I always felt somewhat guilty if I didn't leave one, no matter what.

"Ow shit!" Dan exclaimed, his arm flailing up to his lip. "Fuck, I burnt my lip and my mouth. Yay for incinerated tastebuds!"

I couldn't help but admire how Dan tried to make a joke out of every situation. It's one of the little things I cherished about him.

"Dan! You have to wait for it to cool just a bit! You silly, silly boy." I joked with him.

"And what are you gonna do if I don't?" He questioned me daringly, but also in a silly way.

"I don't know, maybe you'll see later" I winked. I felt like such a tease today.

"Oh Phi-"

"OH MY GOD LOOK ITS DAN AND PHIL!" Some girl screamed from behind us, obviously being an extreme fangirl.

I whirled around with Dan, realizing we were just holding hands in front of a fan, so I ripped my hand away in a sort of frenzy.

"YOU WERE HOLDING HANDS AWWWW" she exclaimed and jumped up and down, like a child.

"What?! No we wer-" Dan attempted to reason with her, but was just cut off again.

"Dude I got pics from the back haha" she showed us, to our horror. Oh god, she better not share these.

"Please delete them, please. That meant nothing and I don't want all our fans believing in something false. So please, just stop." Dan told her, as nicely as you could possibly respond to something like this.

"O-okay sorry guys. Nice meeting you." She replied, sort of oddly and began to speed-walk away in another direction.

"Well of course something like this has to happen as soon as we get together" I sighed.

"Don't worry, I'm sure she won- hey... Honestly, I don't think our fans would mind, really." Dan shrugged briefly and returned his attention back to me.

"Yeah probably... I mean, they do ship us, anyways." I seriously thought he maybe had a point here.

"Well you know, if we really want people to know, we could make a video about it to tell them what's going on" Dan smiled after releasing his simple suggestion.

I nodded, already liking his plan. I squeezed his hand tighter and confidently.

"Well, you know I could never say no to you." I imitated him, as I felt that actually applied here.

"I'll remember that, Phil." I winked.

We both giggled as we began to reduce the distance between us and our flat...and our next mission.

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