happy new years or like whatever but like its lowkey a regular day to me bc knowing me all dem resolution i've ever made, ii neva did on my fuccin soul
but like fr tho ii deactivated my if acc for the third time this week...
ii swear ii rlly am not fuckin w this life shii its like im everybody's last choice and if ii died ppl would be shocked and move on and everytime ii think ii found someone or if ii gotta bsf they js the same as errbody else.
nobody a good friend everybody the same like frrbut like new year or whatever but lowk idgaf and ii hope everybody gets burned by the fireworks and has to get sent to the hospital
or at least anybody who hurt me
bc its like fr im so nice and respectful to ppl but once ii vent they say it being overdramatic and make everything abt themselves like omgg im human too
but anywho ii rlly dont like nobody nomo and thats crazy coming from me cs trust and believe baby ii always gotta crush but im sick of datin id rather js be alone the rest oml
but at the same time ii needa talkin stage asap