Jelix oneshots

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It's been a while.
So enjoy this small chapter:)
Warnings: twisted ending:))

Third person:

They went out to drink. Like almost every Friday night after work.

1987.

Felix sat there at the bar, getting more drunk with every shot. "Fuckkk...I'm toast." Felix said, chuckling as he glanced over at his friend.

His pretty eyes..those soft lips, curly hair pulled back into a man bun. God he was so..

He shook his head and blinked, glancing down at the counter. "another." He said to the bar tender. "Felix, your tab is already high as it is." Jack admitted, looking at his friend who never even glanced at him back.

Tears started to well up in his eyes. Tossing his card down and immediately jumping up from the counter, running out of the bar. Jacks eyes widened as he stood up as well, grabbing his card. "I'll cover it." Jack said, noticing the bar tender looked pissed off he left without paying.

Jack paid with his money and walked out.

-

Listening to the sobs of his friend he touched his shoulder. "Fe, let me drive. So we don't..you know..die?" Jack laughed as Felix sobbed more. "No!! I want to die I can't live like this anymore!" He yelled, looking directly at Jack.

Jack flinched and looked at him.

Felix's cheeks were stained with those tears. His hair a mess, forehead wet and sweaty.

"Feli-"
"NO! Everyday is a STRUGGLE. Every FUCKING minute, every second!! I can't do it anymore Jack! I can't I'm-" he choked on his tears. Jack blinked, not knowing what to say after that.

"I-" Jack was interrupted by the drunken male.

"Like I want you so bad..so fucking bad and I can't have you I can't- I just-" he sobbed. Jacks eyes widened as he watched Felix shove the key into the ignition and start the car, before immediately shifting it and driving off.

"Felix! Please, pull over and let me drive." Jack said, not processing anything.

"I can't do it anymore I really can't it's so—hard.." he sobbed.

Jack exhaled, calmly placing his hand onto Felix's shoulder, watching him shake. The car was speeding, exhaust loud.

"Felix..I- FELIX!!!!!"

——

Jack slowly moved his head around. Pounding.

"f..Felix?" Jack said as he slowly opened his eyes. The forest. Sun rising.

he slowly sat up, his eyes widened as he seen the car flipped. Broken glass, blood everywhere.

"Oh my god.." Jack said, slowly standing up as he walked around the car. He focused on the windshield. Seeing Felix over the steering wheel. "FELIX??" He yelled, running over to him and opening the door. He grabbed his friend and dragged him out of the car, falling backwards and holding Felix close to his chest. "Felix.."

"Felix wake up..please?" Jack asked, slowly shaking the male before moving him off of his lap, getting ontop of him. "Felix!" He yelled, starring at his..pretty face. Strong jawline..

Blood, dripping down his head over his eye and nose. Bloody mouth. Pale.

Jacks heart started to race. Placing his two fingers on the males neck. Not feeling a pulse. Tears started to fill his eyes. "No..nonono..felix please! Please wake up.." Jack cried, holding him close. "I'm so sorry! I'm so sorry I never listened to you in a fuck up please! Please wake up..I didn't mean for this to happen I-" he choked on his tears.

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Jack entered his house. Felix blood covered his hands. Rose, his lovely wife. Pretty. Not as pretty as him.

Her hair short and brown. Not like his.

She gasped. "Jack!! Baby, what happened my love??" She panicked, rushing over to her husband.

"w..why are you up so early?" He asked. Rose shook her head.
"Doesn't matter, what happened!?" She said again. Jack held it all in. Not wanting to cry in front of his wife.

"..a lot. I'm gonna shower..I'll tell you later." He said, pushing her away as he walked up stairs. The kids still asleep.

Jack walked into his room, opening the dresser and moving some clothes. Grabbing a small box before walking into the bathroom.

He turned on the shower. Slowly getting undressed as he looked at the box. The box he gave him.

Jack opened it. pictures, bullets, random shit and..a pistol.

Once undressed, he stepped into the shower. Watching the water turn pink as the blood washed off of his arms and head. Pink water slowly filled the tub. His hair wet, cuts on his face. Bruises from the accident.

He blinked, trying to think about what happened until his mind told him one thing.

'Like I want you so bad..so fucking bad and I can't have you.'

"he..loved me. And I never realized it."

He couldn't live with that. He couldn't live knowing his best friend, Felix Kranken, couldn't. All those years. All of those memories. Everything hit. The accident felt like his fault, and now his friend is gone.

Jack reached out of the shower and grabbed the pistol, cocking it back and looking at the wall. He moved his arm and hand to where the tip of the gun was to his temple.

—

Bang.

Roses eyes widened before she looked up the stairs. "JACK?" She yelled, before walking up the stairs, going straight for the bathroom.

She placed her hand on the knob, before her socks got wet. She looked down and seen water seeping out from under the bathroom door. She gasped as she opened it. "Jack? What are you—-" she looked at the tub.

She screamed in agony.

there laid her husband. Brains all over the wall, bleeding out. The tub a bright red, water over filling. Pictures all scattered around the sink. Of him and...Felix?

What happened.

:)