Chapter 9

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My brain, my thoughts, went crazy. His every touch is something unimaginable, as if unreal. I can't believe that his touch fits me perfectly, his lips on mine.

What am I doing? Am I crazy?

"Sorry, but this is insane. This is not good. We have to keep a distance from each other, I am your lawyer. This is not a game. I live from what I do for you, so much so that I neglect my company." I got away from him and started rubbing my palm against my palm, how nervous I was about all this.

"Are you saying you don't like this?" Of course i like it but he does not need to no that. I have to admit that I have literally everything I need, of course, except for some things that I would like to be able to do freely.

"Does it matter, nothing will change anyway?" I don't believe him.

"Of course it will, but if you'll be my girlfriend." Craziness. Impossible. It will only be worse than this, because he is so possessive that only then I wouldn't be able to do anything I want.

"You know why it's impossible between the two of us, do you want to hear it?" It's all his fault.

"Tell me, I want to hear your reason why you don't want to be with me." He calmly answered me, sitting on the couch and looking at me.

He enjoys these things, while I feel like I'm going to pass out at any moment. I have a feeling when he looks at me like this with his eyes as if he will eat me at any moment.

"You are a man who is possessive, selfish, arrogant, you think that you are the only man in the world and that I am only waiting for you. You expect me to do everything you want, both in business and in love, and I don't want that. I don't want that I feel like I'm in prison to choose to be in a relationship with you. I understand that there are some rules in a relationship which is good, but it doesn't mean that a man is above a girl like you think. That's why you and I would never work, because I can't stand it if someone forbids me from doing something that I like to do, and you would be exactly like that. It's better for us this way only in business." As soon as I finished, he quickly got up from the couch and reached me in a second that I immediately took a step back.

"What.."

"Everything you said, you were right, I also know that you will be mine, and I also know that you will get used to only my rules because you will be so crazy about me that you will not even notice it." Is he some kind of lunatic? What nonsense is this.

I was left looking at him in shock with my mouth open like a fish out of water. I can't believe he told me that.

Maybe that's why he's wrong, he's sure it will be like that, and I'm afraid of that.

I don't want to give in to him and I don't want a relationship where I have no say. I don't want to get into that situation.

"Stop dreaming!" Now I angrily yelled at him because he drove me crazy with those words.

"I don't have to dream, because I know it, angel." Angel?

"Now I have a nickname too? Change it." If I were an angel, I wouldn't work for him.

"I won't, I'm the devil and you're my angel." He went completely crazy.

"Enough nonsense, I'm going. See you at home." I turned to walk out of the apartment, but of course Adriano caught me with one arm around my waist while he held my head with the other and connected our lips. I tried to move away from him, but his grip is so strong that it is impossible. I'm afraid.

I'm afraid I won't be able to hold on anymore.

"Show me that you don't want me and I'll get away from you forever." Is that possible? He is irresistible and it is impossible to push him away from me.

"Please..don't do this to us. Let me go.." Slowly my hands found themselves on his shoulders.

"Shh, relax." We kissed so much that I was out of breath. I moved away from him to get some air.

"This is so wrong." I put my hands on my head because I can't do this, and I already gave in to his touch.

"You love my touch, you love my kisses. You love it when I drive you crazy, so much so that you can't move away from me because I'm only in your head. Surrender to me Alexandra, believe me you'll enjoy it so much that you'll just want more and more." I'm afraid. I'm afraid of myself.

I looked at him and after that I went to the couch and took my purse. I would come back quickly even the first time I left, because I completely forgot I had my purse.

"I have to go." That's all I told him.

"What, you will walk?" This is all a joke to him.

"I'll manage, don't worry." Take it now, he's trying to fool me.

"You're going with me." He turned his back on me and went to get his things. When he already offered himself why not.

Now I can't even go anywhere as long as I have this on my face. I will work from home for a few days until I feel better.


I thought he might take us to his office, but he is driving us home. There is silence in the car, every now and then I look at him clearly to satisfy my thoughts even though I know that what I am doing is wrong, especially if I want to get away from him.

His hand rested on my thigh, and thoughts turned to dirty thoughts. I pray to myself that his hand will be raised a little higher. I want his touch, but do not want it. What is wrong with me.

This man drives me crazy.

He parked in the garage of his house and I literally ran away. I couldn't stand his touch. What is he doing to me, what is happening to me. I'll go crazy.

"Alexandra!" He called my name just as I put my foot on the step. I turned to him and waited for him to say something, but the maids who were teasing me also appeared and were just looking at us. I don't think Adriano noticed them because his back was turned to them.

"Say?" He didn't say anything to me, but gently grabbed my head and connected our lips.

"Adriano... what are you doing?" I barely spoke, because a million feelings are inside me.

He suddenly turned his head in the direction of where the maids were standing who now disappeared the second they saw him looking at them.

"I just wanted to feel your lips." That's all he told me before he left in the direction of his office.

This is going to be dangerous. I need to withstand his provocations and put an end to this.

The beast could eat me.

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