To The Bitter End

Trigger Warnings

I: poly relationship, politics, general unhappiness, mentions of suicide, alcohol

II: distant husband, emotional neglect

III: corporate environment

IV: arguments, anger issues

V: silent treatment, emotional abuse, crying

VI: -

VII: awful manager, mentions of homicide

VIII: bad relationship, thinking about cheating

IX: bad friends, alcohol, selfishness, encouragement to cheating

X: hangover, not eating

XI: alcohol

XII: alcohol, smoke, argument, mentions of suicide

XIII: mentions of suicide, stress

XIV: drinks, argument

XV: talking about sex, coercion, non-consensual sex

XVI: discussion of poly relationship, argument, being scared

XVII: unhappiness

XVIII: disappointment

XIX: drinking

XX: cheating

XXI: feeling guilty

XXII: feeling guilty, masturbation

XXIII: protest, cheating

XXIV: sex

XXV: sex (graphic)

XXVI: cheating

XXVII: -

XXVIII: frustration, crying, separation, argument, feeling guilty

XXIX: drinking, drug use, cheating

XXX: feeling guilty, midlife crisis

XXXI: coldness, apologies

XXXII: feeling empty, break-up

XXXIII: coerced sex, rough sex

XXXIV: mentions of poly relationship

XXXV: -

XXXVI: a friend being reasonable

XXXVII: loneliness

XXXVIII: loneliness, conservative relatives

XXXIX: clubbing, cheating, making out

XL: mentions of threesome

XLI: being frustrated, regret

XLII: drinking, midnight calls, sadness

XLIII: loneliness, emptiness, self-harm

XLIV: drunk husband

XLV: lots of sex (painful), sex club, gangbang

XLVI: feeling horrible, regret

XLVII: suspicions

XLVIII: argument

XLIX: cheating

L: fighting

LI: cheating

LII: the l-word

LIII: reconciliation, apologies

LIV: a friend being reasonable

LV: awkward meeting with an ex, alcohol

LVI: a failed poly relationship

LVII: late period, panic

LVIII: waiting for results, doctor's office

LIX: -

LX: -

LXI: -

LXII: -

LXIII: -

LXIV: -

LXV: -

LXVI: divorce

LXVII: argument with friend

LXVIII: -

LXIX: coldness

LXX: police brutality, protest

LXXI: things being awkward

LXXII: talk of armed revolution

LXXIII: -

LXXIV: gloating, verbal abuse

LXXV: depression, worry

LXXVI: mocking, embarrassment, verbal abuse

LXXVII: anger

LXXVIII: insane decisions

LXXIX: -

LXXX: -

LXXXI: -

LXXXII: harsh conditions, weapons, illegal activities

LXXXIII: call from husband

LXXXIV: danger, relocation

LXXXV: feelings of guilt, arguing, name-calling, verbal abuse, fear

LXXXVI: self-harm, cutting, depression

LXXXVII: mentions of self-harm

LXXXVIII: mentions of self-harm

LXXXIX: coup, police

XC: police, desperate situation, being surrounded

XCI: very desperate situation, jail, being surrounded

XCII: paranoia

XCIII: starvation, mentions of food being scarce

XCIV: mentions of death, mentions of suicide

XCV: threats, panic, paranoia

XCVI: paranoia, regrets

XCVII: hopelessness, mentions of death, starvation, jail, saying goodbye

XCVIII: regret, crying

XCIX: police, hostage-like situation, panic

C: police, panic, desperation, mentions of suicide pact

CI: mentions of sex, hints of death

CII: tumult, tragedy awaits

CIII: talk of guns, depression, suicide

CIV: suicide scene, police, trauma, dead bodies, blood (graphic!)

CV: aftermath