I: poly relationship, politics, general unhappiness, mentions of suicide, alcohol
II: distant husband, emotional neglect
III: corporate environment
IV: arguments, anger issues
V: silent treatment, emotional abuse, crying
VI: -
VII: awful manager, mentions of homicide
VIII: bad relationship, thinking about cheating
IX: bad friends, alcohol, selfishness, encouragement to cheating
X: hangover, not eating
XI: alcohol
XII: alcohol, smoke, argument, mentions of suicide
XIII: mentions of suicide, stress
XIV: drinks, argument
XV: talking about sex, coercion, non-consensual sex
XVI: discussion of poly relationship, argument, being scared
XVII: unhappiness
XVIII: disappointment
XIX: drinking
XX: cheating
XXI: feeling guilty
XXII: feeling guilty, masturbation
XXIII: protest, cheating
XXIV: sex
XXV: sex (graphic)
XXVI: cheating
XXVII: -
XXVIII: frustration, crying, separation, argument, feeling guilty
XXIX: drinking, drug use, cheating
XXX: feeling guilty, midlife crisis
XXXI: coldness, apologies
XXXII: feeling empty, break-up
XXXIII: coerced sex, rough sex
XXXIV: mentions of poly relationship
XXXV: -
XXXVI: a friend being reasonable
XXXVII: loneliness
XXXVIII: loneliness, conservative relatives
XXXIX: clubbing, cheating, making out
XL: mentions of threesome
XLI: being frustrated, regret
XLII: drinking, midnight calls, sadness
XLIII: loneliness, emptiness, self-harm
XLIV: drunk husband
XLV: lots of sex (painful), sex club, gangbang
XLVI: feeling horrible, regret
XLVII: suspicions
XLVIII: argument
XLIX: cheating
L: fighting
LI: cheating
LII: the l-word
LIII: reconciliation, apologies
LIV: a friend being reasonable
LV: awkward meeting with an ex, alcohol
LVI: a failed poly relationship
LVII: late period, panic
LVIII: waiting for results, doctor's office
LIX: -
LX: -
LXI: -
LXII: -
LXIII: -
LXIV: -
LXV: -
LXVI: divorce
LXVII: argument with friend
LXVIII: -
LXIX: coldness
LXX: police brutality, protest
LXXI: things being awkward
LXXII: talk of armed revolution
LXXIII: -
LXXIV: gloating, verbal abuse
LXXV: depression, worry
LXXVI: mocking, embarrassment, verbal abuse
LXXVII: anger
LXXVIII: insane decisions
LXXIX: -
LXXX: -
LXXXI: -
LXXXII: harsh conditions, weapons, illegal activities
LXXXIII: call from husband
LXXXIV: danger, relocation
LXXXV: feelings of guilt, arguing, name-calling, verbal abuse, fear
LXXXVI: self-harm, cutting, depression
LXXXVII: mentions of self-harm
LXXXVIII: mentions of self-harm
LXXXIX: coup, police
XC: police, desperate situation, being surrounded
XCI: very desperate situation, jail, being surrounded
XCII: paranoia
XCIII: starvation, mentions of food being scarce
XCIV: mentions of death, mentions of suicide
XCV: threats, panic, paranoia
XCVI: paranoia, regrets
XCVII: hopelessness, mentions of death, starvation, jail, saying goodbye
XCVIII: regret, crying
XCIX: police, hostage-like situation, panic
C: police, panic, desperation, mentions of suicide pact
CI: mentions of sex, hints of death
CII: tumult, tragedy awaits
CIII: talk of guns, depression, suicide
CIV: suicide scene, police, trauma, dead bodies, blood (graphic!)
CV: aftermath
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