TW- SH,ED,OD stay safe xoxo
Preview:
Charlie pov
I live with my husband nick nelson you could say my life was great, but my brain tells me a different story nick is the love of my life he's kind, loving and cares about me more than anyone sometimes I feel like a burden and I don't deserve him because he deserves someone better this is when it all started...
Nicks pov
Charlie's mental health started when I first met him his ed was bad and he used to sh due to bullying and old relationships, I love him more then anyone ever but it's happening again I talk to his sister Tori for advice to help Charlie but I don't think she can even do anything
TORI pov
Charlie was always problems with his mental health state he used to draw little lines deep into his skin as he cried himself to sleep I never understood it but neither did my parents I always text nick and our conversations go something like this
Rugby lad 🙄
N- TORI Charlie's done it again
T- on my way is he ok?
N-just cleaned him up
T- did you leave him during meal time? How did this happen?
N- I knew something was up when he didn't want to eat but he said he needed the bathroom so I let him go and that's when he did it
T- I'm here meet me out the front door
N-ok
End of preview:
Charlie's pov
Nick!! "Yes baby" can you drive me to my appointment tomorrow I'm kind of nervous "yeah everything ok" no not really "don't worry about therapy tomorrow you know Geoff he's a very nice person" i-I'm very nervous because.. *charlie goes silent* "are you ok Charlie?" T-tonight never mind *charlie walks away*
Nicks pov
I have been very worried about Charlie lately he's been talking about tonight a lot then not talking...
wait Charlie *charlie turns around with tears rolling down his cheeks* I pull him into a tight hug "I'm sorry" don't say the S-word you know I don't like you saying that, what's been on your mind "T-tonight" *he goes pale* "never mind really I'm fine you don't need to worry about me"
What do you want for dinner? "Potato salad" it's one of his safe foods so that's what I expected.
Nicks pov
*After a long dinner session* charlie? "Yeah?"
You good? "Yeah" *charlie heads to the upstairs bathroom* moments later I get this text
Char😊☺️❤️
C-You know I love you
N-Char is everything alright
C-Better then-* the text stops*
C-Tell everyone that I love them
N- CHARLIE NO
*moments before*
Charlie pov
I head upstairs see a bottle of pills and a blade I think to myself this time it will work *sends text*
"CHARLIE NO OPEN THE DOOR RIGHT NOW"
BANG BANG BANG
"CHARLIE PLEASE"
Authors note
This is only a short start sorry to leave you on a cliffhanger but it's 12am right now I'm just starting to write so leave reviews of part one in the comments luv ya
VOUS LISEZ
Treatment- nick and Charlie
FanfictionCharlie goes through heaps of mental health episodes as he has an ed sh and ocd this book is the story of him going through that shout out to Alice Osman For the characters of nick and Charlie read the books for more story line
