I want to do something. Like really do something.
But I'm so stuck being so darn tired I just can't snap out of it.
I've fought against so many things all my life but no good has ever come out of it.
I used to be so sure of myself but now I feel so drained. So tired of trying so hard. Of shouting at deaf ears. Of waiting. Of existing.
I can feel the fight draining out of me even now.
What oh what am I going to do?
